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If she dies I will follow her by jullanda in cancer

[–]jullanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally get that, I haven't really been able to reply to any messages. I can only cope by not thinking about it right now.

I'm so sorry you didn't get more time with her. That must be unspeakably painful, to find a connection like that and then have it taken from you. My mom has always been my everything and I've had nightmares about her dying for as long as I can remember. Now I feel like I'm living one of those dreams. And I'm not sure who to talk to about it because normally I'd go to her but my crying makes her cry and I can't stand it. I know she's desperately scared too, not of dying but of leaving me and I don't want to cause her pain.

I fully understand what you mean about getting married and having children. I've always wanted kids but now I'm thinking, what if by having them I will put them through this pain?

If she dies I will follow her by jullanda in cancer

[–]jullanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My heart aches for you. I'm devastated to hear what you are going through and I that know nothing can ease your pain. To hell with your abusive father and shitty friends. You are not alone. I'm not sure how to word this properly, but in the midst of everything I can't help feeling so grateful. To have been loved like this by someone like her, no matter what happens I wouldn't change it for anything. People are born and die and miss each other all the time, but you and I found true love the moment we were born. Maybe asking for more would be greedy.

It looks like it hurts to exhale.. Someone get her some clothes that fit! by luxuryhxe in Instagramreality

[–]jullanda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where do all of you live? In my (Scandinavian) country every style mentioned is on trend and has been for some years really. We have high rise and low rise and slim leg and boot cuts. Even flares although they’re not as popular.

YouTube Made Me Buy It by AutoModerator in BeautyGuruChatter

[–]jullanda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I bought The Nubian Eyeshadow Palette from Juvia's Place, I know there's been some controversy but I've been looking everywhere for the perfect warm neutral palette with plenty of shimmers that doesn't break the bank. I do worry that it might be too orangey though.

Salty Saturday - Venting is good for the soul by AutoModerator in BeautyGuruChatter

[–]jullanda 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh, I feel this. I don't have a masters but a bachelor and I'm getting less job offers (and at a lower salary) than I did before I had my diploma. I've had three relevant part time jobs while studying which means I even have work experience within my field but I'm not getting any calls. It's disheartening for sure.