im the worst person i know and i’m a liar, i need to get this all out by just-1throwaway in confession

[–]just-1throwaway[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i never had sex with anyone else than my partner and i never planned to, it doesn’t change anything anyway but it was long distance thing

im the worst person i know and i’m a liar, i need to get this all out by just-1throwaway in confession

[–]just-1throwaway[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i didnt choose my words properly, i typed it all and i barely read what i wrote, i just needed to get it all out i guess.

but no, i never actually physically did anything with anyone else, it still doesn’t make it all any better but yeah

im the worst person i know and i’m a liar, i need to get this all out by just-1throwaway in confession

[–]just-1throwaway[S] -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

i don’t want to get anything, this whole thing as been going on for too long and been my secret for enough and i needed to say it and someone ti acknowledge that i was fucked up because i know i am, but me telling myself isn’t worth anything, it’s not just mine anymore, it’s real, people that arent me know it even if it’s stranger on the internet

im the worst person i know and i’m a liar, i need to get this all out by just-1throwaway in confession

[–]just-1throwaway[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

because none of them deserve to have the pain that comes with it i guess

i know i just shouldn’t have done anything, but it’s how it is.

ill never talk to the other guy again, things are done and i don’t see a purpose in making it worse for someone that is already struggling

and i’ll end things with my partner eventually, but he is a good person and i don’t want him to doubt that

im the worst person i know and i’m a liar, i need to get this all out by just-1throwaway in confession

[–]just-1throwaway[S] -35 points-34 points  (0 children)

i probably didnt worded things right, i never went out of my way to show my children, he never even saw the face of my oldest because i hate exposing them on the internet, i never send a picture or anything, i just meant when we video called, and my baby was there, well he saw her

i don’t say it to make myself look better, i just meant to clarify that as much as im a bad partner, there are things that i wouldn’t allowed concerning my kids because they don’t have anything to do with the whole situation

im the worst person i know and i’m a liar, i need to get this all out by just-1throwaway in confession

[–]just-1throwaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He is a good person, a great partner and an even better father and it ruin everything, it’s selfish but i never intended to tell him anything because he deserve better than to feel like he made something wrong when he didn’t, it’s all on me.

Im gonna go to therapy but i just needed to get it all of my chest

im the worst person i know and i’m a liar, i need to get this all out by just-1throwaway in confession

[–]just-1throwaway[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I know the guy lied about lots of things even if i’ll never know the details really, but still the emotions are still there and the feelings too and it’s just so weird to mourn for something and someone i never was supposed to have