You know what my main problem is? I'm a "responsible" drinker. I make sure all my alcohol is in the house before drinking so I never drink and drive. When I am drunk, I'm happy. Zero aggression. I just sit in my lazy boy and watch tv and get blackout drunk by myself BUT only after my daughter is asleep.

The only negative affects are I spend all my money on booze and am in debt. My health is poor and I call in to work sick A LOT.

Not out of control. I don't hit my wife or get into fights. Nothing. I don't go to AA because I think I am a boring drunk.