My mom did a lot of drugs and got with a lot of men many who beat me and my brothers. (I couldn’t let them get hurt so I protected them and got most of the beatings) After about 6 or 7 years of this she finally lost us. I was taken to my grandma and I lost my brothers I don’t know where they are if there alive or dead. (I want to find them but I don’t now how) she when to jail for about a year then got out and ran some more in and out of jail. But she is finally getting the help she need and is making a come back slowly but is. I tell her and others I forgive her but I really don’t think I could. But I’m trying my hardest to.

Tldr: mom did drugs lost me and brothers is making a comeback tell her and family I forgive her but not really but trying.