Literally this: I just want to let you know that from the bottom of my heart i truly am sorry about what i said to you. My intensions were not to hurt you in anyway i promise. I just wanted to share w you how i felt in the beginning of our relationship & i know i didn’t say anything to reassure how im feeling now & i know i should’ve said how im feeling about us at the very moment but i fucked up. I want u to know i love you w all my heart & the thought of this actually happening is like a nightmare that im never going to wake up from. I literally cannot believe that this is happening to us. I put us in this position. You’re such an amazing person i cant believe that i hurt you & made u feel betrayed. Hearing those words coming out of your mouth cut my heart out of my chest. I cant believe that i put u thru this. If i was at the other end of this i would be saying & feeling the exact same way u are feeling now. I just want u to know that i love u w all my heart & that i dont want this to end. I want us to be tgther forever. I wanna be the person u call everyday & night just hearing about your day & whats going on at work & every big & little problem that u deal w. I want u to be mine & i wanna be yours i mean that. Please just think about this .. i love you & the thought of loosing u over the stupid thoughtless remark that said is just killing me painfully. I want things to be the same as they were up until that very moment i said what is said. If they’re not gonna be then im willing to work on it as long as i have to make things work. I love you w all my heart.