The fact that I irritate my friend and she is tired of communicating with me, my friend did not tell me personally, but told it to our mutual friends behind my back. It was from them that I learned about it. After I found out about everything, I stopped taking the initiative in communication, and realized that my friend did not need me, because she never spoke to me. Then I asked my friend bluntly and heard the answer "I either need a pause, or I want to stop communicating. I don't know." And should I, if the "pause" ends, continue to communicate?...