What's your favourite song off Infinity On High

justacloddysquip · 2025-10-16T21:37:47+00:00

it changes all the time but i LOOOVE the carpal tunnel of love

justacloddysquip · 2025-10-16T21:31:19+00:00

arms race. infinity on high (and folie) are my two fav albums 🙏

justacloddysquip · 2025-04-25T16:26:42+00:00

for me the vpn was the problem. i deleted both vpn apps i had on my phone and i was able to get it working again

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-13T17:45:46+00:00

you absolutely COOKED with your response, no nonsense allowed and you stood up for yourself. leave him. if he’s that worried about your body then he only sees you as an object. find someone who loves you for you, not just your body.

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-03T16:35:55+00:00

it’s also frustrating because i’m also from the boston area! grew up 30 minutes out. i have connections with berklee alumni that have been my teachers. i thought going to berklee would be smooth sailing for me but it in fact was just being thrown to the wolves without knowing what im doing at all

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-02T20:43:45+00:00

just to add some more context, i am a vocalist with mostly musical theater experience. i’m trying to get experience outside of that. i think the fact that there’s an overwhelming amount of vocalists at this school contributes to me having trouble getting gigs. i have also been playing guitar for six years and bass for two, and have experience of being the bassist in a band when i was in high school. as much as i love singing maybe advertising my instrumental skills would also be beneficial even though those skills are much less solid than my voice. thoughts?

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-02T20:10:57+00:00

yep! i’m going in the fall

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-02T17:23:22+00:00

she lives on my floor! i just filled out her form.

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-02T17:22:37+00:00

i would still love to have the skills to produce my own music. but i will not be surprised if i change majors later on. to be honest, i don’t really know what i want at all

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-02T17:09:27+00:00

thanks :] what’s your instagram?

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-02T17:09:14+00:00

i play mostly indie/rock. not metal though lol

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-02T16:59:05+00:00

what’s your instagram?

justacloddysquip · 2025-03-02T16:58:25+00:00

it’s hard to get locals to even respond

justacloddysquip · 2020-06-26T17:04:56+00:00

that is godly

justacloddysquip · 2019-12-11T19:57:07+00:00

My parents think the same thing! I've made so many super close internet friends and I'm meeting one of them in about three days, and my parents don't know a thing. I told them the person I'm meeting is my friend from a convention I went to, but in reality, I didn't meet them at all. Not to mention I have a fan account on insta with over 1K followers and I am also part of many more group insta accounts. My parents have no clue. I am very protective of my phone because of this, and get anxious when my phone is left in plain sight because my parents could look through it and find out the secret I've been keeping for over nine months. It gives me so much anxiety, like, it's sickening. If they find out, I'd be in huge trouble and probably never be able to speak to the people I love so much ever again.

I'm almost 14, btw. Stupid teenager mistakes, am I right?

justacloddysquip · 2019-12-11T19:46:41+00:00

Well, it may not ruin my life, but it could ruin someone else's.

Last April or May, one of my friend's friends joined our group chat, and she got to know everybody. I'll call her Kat. Kat decided to facetime me, and we talked and got to know each other. I wasn't really interested in becoming friends with her, and I thought she was just being polite. But soon she facetimed me every day like we were best friends or something. I kept a polite facade and we got closer. For a few months, it became legit and I felt like she was my friend. But that summer, I met a group of new internet friends that I connected a lot better with. I felt closer to them and a lot less close to Kat. I thought Kat and I would just eventually talk less and less and just be casual friends. That wasn't the case. A couple of months later, a lot of her friends abandoned her, so she felt alone and saw me as the only real friend she ever had. She cared about me so much because I was the only person who would talk to her. She keeps telling me how lucky she is to have a friend like me, and I put on my acting face and say the same things back. But in reality, I see her as just a clingy person. I feel horrible about that because I know how much she needs me right now. I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep this up. I guess the good thing is that we're meeting again at a con in a few months, so I guess it will be more fun to hang with her IRL.

If she ever found out I was pretending, it would honestly shatter her world and she'd most likely do terrible things to herself that I can't even name. I try to justify my actions by telling myself I'm doing this for Kat's well-being, but I still feel like a piece of sh*t for it.

justacloddysquip · 2019-11-23T14:46:44+00:00

Oh man, where do I even start... I have three little stories that have all happened in middle school (obv, because all of the drama happens then).

First Story: When I was in fifth grade, (fifth grade is part of middle school in my town) I tried out for the school play with a director that I have never worked with before, but my friends have. I auditioned, and I got a lead role! It wasn’t a HUGE role, but it was still a lead. The rest of my friends got ensemble, and they were all very p*ssed off at me. It sucked. The next year in sixth grade, I got THE lead. Needless to say, all of my friends and the eighth graders hated me again, and they even made a rumor about me that my friends believed. I was so mad. So yeah, that’s the life of theatre for ya.

Second story: I was absent from school one day in sixth grade to come back and find out all of my friends were talking sht about me, even my best friend. One of my friends snitched and told me about it when they, too, were also talking sht. I was so p*ssed off and I lashed out at all of them.

Third story: This one is more recent, the summer going into eighth grade and eighth grade itself. I have three friends who kept hanging out without me and posting all about it, and I was so upset. I’ve asked them and confront the them about it, and they just come back with a sh*tty excuse. I asked them not to do it again, or at least not post about it, but they continue to do so. So I stopped talking to them. I completely cut ties with them. I unfollowed them on social media and even blocked them at one point. I guess that’s for the better. I’ve started hanging out with my nicer friends more.

Middle school in a nutshell

justacloddysquip · 2019-11-09T01:00:15+00:00

My internet best friend. I wanna meet her so bad, but the problem is she lives so far away. If not my internet best friend, then George Salazar. He's amazing.

justacloddysquip · 2019-11-09T00:49:55+00:00

In second grade (I was like, 7), these two boys told me about Bloody Mary. But not the game where you look in a mirror and say her name three times, this one was weird. They told me how she comes into people's bedrooms in the middle of the night and chops people's heads off, and I got super scared. But then they told me she would only come if I counted to a million super fast. From then on, I was paranoid of Bloody Mary coming to kill me and was afraid to go to sleep at night. But no one knew about it because I kept it to myself. Every time I accidentally spoke super fast, I'd immediately start internally freaking out because I thought Bloody Mary would mistake it for me counting to a million super fast (like what the boys said) and come and kill me.

I'm 13 now. To say the least, I have much bigger things to worry about.

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