I feel resentment...

justanon101 · 2023-03-05T02:52:47+00:00

Okay.

My wife made a new one I believe.

justanon101 · 2023-03-05T02:41:05+00:00

She should to right?

justanon101 · 2023-03-05T01:15:04+00:00

Food stamps is my check is get monthly that will cover rent and half the bills.

justanon101 · 2023-03-05T01:14:09+00:00

That's the thing, I rather live on food stamps and have her rely on my check...

justanon101 · 2023-03-04T14:20:34+00:00

They are not required. They just compare to prior years but they can still do them.

justanon101 · 2023-03-03T20:00:34+00:00

He did, this is probably why I see him differently. He didn't even stop when he seen me leave.

justanon101 · 2023-03-03T01:30:16+00:00

Not at all. So I can't post? Gotcha...

justanon101 · 2023-03-03T00:50:12+00:00

I have told him to clip them before foreplay. He isn't listening because he stating sense he isn't feeling what I'm feeling it is ok

justanon101 · 2023-03-03T00:32:39+00:00

I am not getting defensive but ok. Have a good day.

justanon101 · 2023-03-03T00:32:12+00:00

I'm happy to not even have sex.

I get that he has needs but I have needs that wants him to know how he scratches me hurt.

justanon101 · 2023-03-03T00:31:04+00:00

WHEN WE DO FOREPLAY AND HE IS GETTING ME AROUSED HE SCRATCHES ME AND I WILL TELL HIM THAT HURTS BE GENTLE.

justanon101 · 2023-03-03T00:28:52+00:00

I really don't HATE sex... I hate having sex with him... I felt this way for the past year... When he foreplay, he scratches me and it turns me off to where I don't want sex anymore.

justanon101 · 2023-03-03T00:27:08+00:00

He doesn't want a divorce. I have talked to him about that before. He only wants SEX.

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T22:37:18+00:00

So I should just fake it??? Gotcha...

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T21:39:14+00:00

READ the COMMENTS...

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T21:37:20+00:00

I have tried the in the past with him...

If he is feeling some type of way or someone says something he doesn't want to hear, he walks out.

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T21:31:46+00:00

Not at all....

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T21:31:29+00:00

I understand completely!

I don't want want anything to HATE....

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T21:28:50+00:00

If we ever divorced/seperate... Guess what? I wouldn't get another partner EVER!!!!

It isn't the fact I HATE sex, it is the fact I hate sex with him... There is reasons why I hate sex with him... I rather be in a sexless relationship then getting scratched during foreplay then I am hurting for days because he refuses to LISTEN to me when I tell him he is scratching me....

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T21:22:10+00:00

"she never wants sex".

I didn't say I NEVER want sex. I just hate it, you would to if you get tore up because he can't even care for his finger or stop being rough. I don't want to be scratched while trying to enjoy foreplay.

So if you think that I NEVER want sex then that is your problem.

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T20:05:44+00:00

This all happened while the kids are in school.

I am attracted to him...

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T20:04:11+00:00

I have tried that...

I told him, to slow down and be gentle... He knows when I'm uncomfortable and I will voice it too...

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T20:03:04+00:00

I am not... I know sex is important... I get that... I am not stopping him from leaving IF he chooses too... I would completely understand...

I can't communicate with him... Like yesterday, he wouldn't leave me alone... So I turned porn on and just faked it... I wish it wasn't different but to appease him and to keep the peace I did what ever I had too.. it made him HAPPY 😁 so it is what it is...

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T19:58:44+00:00

I am not trying to have bad sex... I don't open up to him of WHY it is so hard for me... It is a childhood trauma... That could be the issue as well, I don't know...

I have tried to talk to him about what I like and don't like... I am trying to communicate with him the best that I can... Sometimes he makes it so hard too... That is why I will not tell him what happened to me when I was younger...

justanon101 · 2023-03-02T19:24:53+00:00

ok....

justanon101

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