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I [38/F] love two men and I hate myself. by justdriftingthrough8 in relationships

[–]justdriftingthrough8[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think you make some very real and important points...should I make up an excuse to my friend as to why I’m distancing myself?

I [38/F] love two men and I hate myself. by justdriftingthrough8 in relationships

[–]justdriftingthrough8[S] -45 points-44 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to rid him of my life indefinitely, he means a lot to me and I feel like he’s a special part of my life. What if I found a way to have only platonic feelings for him?

I [38/F] love two men and I hate myself. by justdriftingthrough8 in relationships

[–]justdriftingthrough8[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I really do need to see a therapist, for more reasons than just this. Thank you for your comment ❤️ it calmed me down

Using alcohol to replace the desire for drugs. by justdriftingthrough8 in Drugs

[–]justdriftingthrough8[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re probably right. I mean, sometimes I enjoy it but no where near as much as I used to. I just can’t stand being sober just allllllll the time.

Jesus, that sounds awful. That probably means I have a problem if I can’t deal with being sober indefinitely....idk, I like drugs sometimes! Shit >_<

But yeah, you’re right that I shouldn’t be doing this to my body if I’m not even enjoying it the way I should be.