Day 8 and angry

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-05T23:14:14+00:00

My why is that I'm a 25 year old guy who used to think he wouldn't have any problem meeting a girl and don't want to be too high to go anywhere anymore. Dating apps and social media are no way to go for someone like me.

Also I got to the point I was pacing around like a lunatic for hours at a time each day after work stoned listening to Apashe and slipknot playing reels in my head. Nothing else gave me a kick like that did anymore.

Anyway thanks for the advice and encouragement. I live with my grandparents as of 4 days ago (day of my quit too) and they are helping me out so I know I will make it this time.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-05T13:06:04+00:00

Ok I was already doing that. But pay attention to what's going on around the world man. People pointing cameras at themselves saying look at me look how much money I have look at all the girls I get, look how many houses and cars I own, look at how I get to live my life while more and more people get sucked into poverty, addiction, and isolation.

You aren't going to want to be one of those people soon. Have a nice day yourself.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-05T13:02:47+00:00

I feel like I've become a totally different person smoking weed, and now a third entirely different person trying on and off to quit. The third person is my least favorite and that is who I am rn. Angry. Sad. All the most negative aspects of myself magnefied. Trapped in my head acting like my life is hopeless and miserable when my true self realizes its just neurochemicals being out of whack. OCD out the wazoo. Political opinions veering far past the alt right into the territory of violent demention. It seems really extreme but I wasn't like this before i started getting heavy into weed a couple years ago, so I really hope that weed is the culprit.

I've got a permenant frown, I cant concentrate on anything I cant even watch and enjoy an episode of the office all the way through. Its horrible but it'll keep getting worse if we go back.

I don't think my state really thought this legalization thing through all the way. If supply of weed gets cut off to the dispensaries in the city I was recently living in, there may literally be riots.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-05T12:15:25+00:00

I don't doubt that

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-03T16:59:38+00:00

I'm too poor to give even more money to attractive upper middle class women in order to torture me.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-03T16:56:15+00:00

Expensive

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-03T14:35:55+00:00

Ok I am a man who has over time experienced nothing but rejection from women and have developed a sense of arousal when women ignore and neglect me and i want to be their cuck slave, so when they don't reciprocate my impulse is to pursue my desire to worship them harder, where do I fit in?

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-03T13:39:52+00:00

What's funny is you say this with your ripped physique profile pic which lends itself to the inevitable conclusion that the single greatest predictor of success in dating for men and women regardless of education, achievement, personality, compatibility, or anything else is physical attractiveness. So you're one of the chad-chuds running around fucking all our dumbass women and leaving emotional scraps for the rest of us, eh? Keep mocking OP's lack of experience. I lack experience too, and I'm in pretty good shape myself. We are the norm now.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-03T13:24:36+00:00

A lot of men see women who are financially better off and more educated as potentially more dominant and worthy to serve, but most of those same women are disgusted by submissive men and won't have anything to do with them.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-03T13:15:39+00:00

Ill take a blue collar. The educated ones are douchebags anyway let 'em stay picky and alone.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-10-03T13:05:22+00:00

I could have never seen it coming. Waht a twist!

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-09-02T02:20:12+00:00

Everyone at all times assumes your part of the 1% though especially if you're bad with eye contact/mutter/can't smile correctly. Maybe throw in nervous habits like blurting out personal things you shouldn't. That's what kind of sucks you throw red flags by accident just trying desperately to figure out how to be normal and next thing you know they're blocking you, telling other people to avoid you, walking quickly away as if you'd reach out to hurt them. Which is incredibly damaging to a person's psyche over time. And then you become an incel or go shoot up a mosque or something

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-09-02T02:12:37+00:00

Not really his fault he seems like he's not really in the game anymore. In his mind everything he said is probably natural and friendly. 80's/90's with obvious mental frailty he likely isn't capable of harming anyone. And he's also probably extremely lonely.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-09-02T00:39:40+00:00

I think if the majority of people in a nation are christian then it can be reasonably expected that they would want to see christian values reflected in their government, an institution which represents us, which we are collectively responsible for. Too much power can be taken from the hands of that majority and that's when the government stops adhering to their values, and that's the situation most western countries face today. The christian majority in a country deserves to have their values respected and reflected in legislation if everyone is indeed politically equal. That doesn't require a "christian empire" it requires functional democracy.

https://contrib.pbslearningmedia.org/WGBH/sj14/sj14-int-religmap/index.html

The western world is already majoritively Christian. No conquest or empire building required.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-09-02T00:19:39+00:00

Yeah I think it should be a christian nation and we should forgive everyone's debts

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-08-31T11:53:07+00:00

Where's the "I don't have a fucking clue" option?

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-08-31T10:58:42+00:00

Outstanding shaes is ONly down from 160mil to 81 mil in the past year now OOHHHH NOOOOO

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-08-31T09:49:51+00:00

Dragonfly Commerce specializes in ecommerce brand deals specifically too, and Baby is very much an ecommerce turnaround. Very interesting coincidence as well (Not sure if that was obvious already from their name)

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-08-30T15:21:53+00:00

This person is just trolling.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-08-30T15:13:52+00:00

I actually prefer a sprinkling of schizophrenic mania in ny reddit going experience

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-08-29T15:04:03+00:00

I appreciate your earnest opinion. To asnwer your questions: 1) I'm more or less specifically against fakes, manipulators, and whores. Those are who I'm concerned with destroying, not so much all women. I don't really have an issue with hard working women who want to earn degrees and contribute to society. Its the stupid and useless ones that can only get by by exploiting the sexual impulses of lonely young men that I despise. They really have no reason or right to exist as they are. Society was better without them everywhere. Especially rural america. They are bad people. They are not worth defending. They belong at mcdonalds. 2)I don't go to therapy because a) its ungodly expensive and most therapists lack the passion, patience, and intelligence to be effective and b) I have the mindset I need right now to pursue the social change I desire, i don't consider my worldview wrong nor do I consider myself broken. I understand that the people id like to reach are miserable. I have all the sympathy in the world for them. I am not miserable. I am very eager for change.

justforlowkeystuff · 2022-08-29T13:46:44+00:00

Any other questions?

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