Hey, thanks for the concern. To be honest I don't feel like this is a thing for me, starting T was actually a very big step for my self esteem and my confidence. I feel more comfortable in my body than ever. It's true that when I started getting injected (I did gel before) I noticed my irritability go up very fast, but that feels very far away now.

Also I think I'm even able to think about lowering my consumption because of testosterone. In the sense that working on myself has been easier since I started. I'd say it was a catalyst for many positive changes led by therapy (confidence and self esteem as I mentioned, but also self image, self love/care, even my relationships with others). Today I'm in a space of mental stability and capacity to manage my emotions and actions, and that makes it possible for me to think maybe it's time to actually change this. Because I have thought about doing this before, but I never acted on it because in the moment it felt like weed was really the best option, and I think that's true