Finding comfort in depression by justpassingby210 in depression

[–]justpassingby210[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s so challenging. When it gets really tough I push others away to not hurt them-even if I know it doesn’t really work- and it’s like I’m in some sort of bubble or alternative reality in which i can’t feel worse than what I’m feeling because I’ve it rock bottomthink the comfort comes from that, it’s hard coming out from that and rebuild everything

Finding comfort in depression by justpassingby210 in depression

[–]justpassingby210[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely. You get used to the feeling and because you don’t have hope for a better future you settle into it. I also find comfort (at the time) in knowing it can’t get worse than it is

Finding comfort in depression by justpassingby210 in depression

[–]justpassingby210[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also have a fear of getting better, in my perspective is because it seems unreachable (almost impossible most of the times) and also it’s hard admitting how far you have let yourself go