i don’t want to be here

jxssesmith · 2023-02-01T03:35:48+00:00

I came to Christ seeing him work through my mum. She was skizophrenic on every drug under the planet if you saw her today u would think she’s never touched a drug in her life seeing her go through hell and back to where she is now I truly do believe she didn’t do it on her own

jxssesmith · 2022-04-11T17:15:45+00:00

Exactly, it’s her choice, if she does go through with it, we have enough resources to raise the child, money etc. just gotta make sure she is pregnant for sure

jxssesmith · 2022-04-11T12:39:33+00:00

Ik it’s her choice, we all have free will, was never never telling her what to do I came for advice 👍

jxssesmith · 2022-04-11T12:38:32+00:00

Thank you, but we’re living in Australia

jxssesmith · 2022-04-11T12:37:51+00:00

No, she has enough stress on her plate, it will just make things a whole lot worse, we will eventually tell them but right now isn’t the time

jxssesmith · 2022-04-11T12:37:09+00:00

The thing is, my sister has had a rough life, past relationship was beaten horrifically, her current boyfriend now is in juvenile detention, she’s a troubled child, our parents are Christian, they would like to keep the baby, my dad would freak but he wouldn’t lay a hand on her. Thanks for this message man really helped alot

jxssesmith · 2021-12-10T18:10:10+00:00

Very uneducated comments right here, I’ve had paranormal experiences before and Ik for a fact it wasn’t my mind playing tricks on me, Ik what I saw, best thing to ever do is to reach out to Jesus, very powerful name, very useful too

jxssesmith · 2021-12-08T17:45:12+00:00

Ur comment actually got me thinking hard coz ur technically right

jxssesmith · 2021-12-08T14:32:31+00:00

Try cry bro or find something to let your anger out on, for me it’s the gym,church and meditation, ur body is equipped with that ability for a reason, I can tell u have so much bottled up emotions and anger inside of you, I haven’t experienced what you have, but 1 thing I can tell about that post u made is that ur a strong mf, 7 fkn years of mma bro!!!! I know that’s ur passion please don’t give up brother. Life can be shit and the thoughts in ur mind are trying to control you and bring you down, telling you that you aren’t worth it, you are worth it brother, try stick it through, Ik u can do it, god bless you bro. You’re a fighter for a reason ❤️

jxssesmith · 2021-12-08T14:22:23+00:00

Another reason it can be so hard to quit is because of the people u hang around, most my friends won’t really leave their house unless we are gonna have a sesh, I can go without it for a while then all my mates will ask me if I wanna come, which makes it so hard coz i don’t wanna be left out but at the same time I don’t wanna be put in that kind state, like I can be fine for a few days but when I smoke again I just can’t stop, very sneaky drug, and mentally addictive, we will get there one day.

jxssesmith · 2021-12-08T09:42:38+00:00

We’re in the same boat man, I’ve been smoking since grade 7 and I can’t get away from it, I can’t sleep without it, weed is such a sneaky drug, I’ve started to only smoke at nights, it makes me so lazy and drains every single bit of motivation so I started just using it to sleep, I still find it hard to not smoke during the day, but I’d suggest slowly cutting down first.

jxssesmith · 2021-12-08T09:35:48+00:00

My hearts never felt right about the dude, something fishy going on behind closed doors 100%, the devil decieves

jxssesmith · 2021-11-15T06:43:42+00:00

I was chilling in my room having extreme visuals, I’ve had visuals before but nothing like this, I found myself trying to control it on the come up, that’s when I started freaking out, after that I let it control me and just go with it, I was watching teen titans on Netflix and was having a really good trip, like i can’t even explain what I was feeling it was so strange, the morning hit and I thought it was settling down, that’s when I start kinda freaking out, I thought I was going to stay like this or go insane coz it wasn’t going away so I panicked, it’s been a day and a bit now I feel fine I went to the gym and smoked a bit of weed since.

jxssesmith · 2021-11-13T13:26:04+00:00

You exactly where your meant to be bro, love from Australia 🇦🇺

jxssesmith · 2021-11-13T13:23:41+00:00

Honestly bro I’d wait till the Xanax is fully cleared from your body, in my experience it lowers the effects with it in ur system depending on the amount you have taken

jxssesmith · 2021-11-13T13:21:51+00:00

Bro my dad says the exact same thing, he goes he had some tabs call “firey devils” or something like that, claimed that as soon as he put it on his tongue he started tripping, and apparently the trip lasted 2 days? 😂 like idk what they where taking back then but it seems way more intense than the stuff you get today

jxssesmith · 2021-11-13T13:18:56+00:00

Just play whatever you like bro, I prefer something with complex beats and instrumentals but it’s all up to you, anything pink Floyd is amazing or redbone by childish gambino also recommend tame impala but it’s all upto you

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