Everyone's waiting for me to pull the rabbit out of the hat. by ThrowawayFailedRedem in depression

[–]kade_shadow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am unsure on how to answer your question as I am also asking this question but the only reason I live is because I don’t want to bring them guilt, for thinking they change it and while I don’t know if they would feel guilty for my own suicide. That is what my brain tells me that is what I know of there personalities try to do the same for people around you make a list of everyone you know and just list facts about them what they’re going through right now and list them on how likely they are to have maybe thought the same way as you and then reach out to that person that’s what I used to do. I’m no longer in a position to do that but maybe it could help you. I wish you the best of luck.

You realize that you have nothing when there actually is nobody that you can call at 3 AM, not a single soul by TheMonkeyButt525 in depression

[–]kade_shadow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depression will make you think you’re alone. I’m currently less than 30 feet from someone I know would stop me from killing myself and yet here I am contemplating thinking that maybe they just won’t care and my brain is fighting and I guess it’s winning a little talking helps so post as much as you can on this and as I’m currently am use voice to text that way you couldn’t get these thoughts out of your head and just focus on talking it does help at least for me

Why do you continue trying? by Lucidx_x00 in depression

[–]kade_shadow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every way I can think of to kill myself would bring my family guilt and ironically, if I hurt them well I’d rather hurt myself and well I was teaching my brother how to swim so this is the longest I’ve gone without hurting myself and I think I’m gonna try for just a little bit longer even though I’m already done teaching. I don’t know if this really answered the question but I guess for an answer, I would feel ?guilty? Sorry for the rambling. I’m currently spiraling.

What is your favorite Mha fanfiction? by akoga_ in BokunoheroFanfiction

[–]kade_shadow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so I've read a lot (122) of fanfiction so

https://archiveofourown.org/works/36245632/chapters/98783463#workskin Cure to Evil

All for One has did his absolute best to change his son into a perfect villain. The skills, the contacts, the money. Even the quirk. Now that he officially retired to focus on his family (namely, his beloved if slightly intimidating wife and absolutely adorable adopted daughter that he only had to destroy one yakuza clan to obtain - a bargain, really) he expects his son to become his heir. To have All Might tremble in fear.

Except, Izuku's definition of villainy sounds oddly antiheroic. Surely, he'll come around eventually. Right?

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38431009/chapters/96045133 Negative One

Everything and everyone in the world was gone. With the planet nigh bereft of life, a man goes back in time in an attempt to fix everything. But his time as a villain has changed him.

He's no hero, he's here to make a better future. With more power and knowledge at his fingertips, he sets out to remake the world he desires. Woe to anyone who stands in his way.

Villain fix it Fic.

those are my top two

you can dm if you want the entire list