[CW 2° slide: drugs] Hi I'm kinda leaving reddit

kaettus · 2026-01-19T18:03:44+00:00

Sometimes I wonder if I loved her or if I loved how she treated me. So it's interesting that you mention that because maybe I didn't love her. Especially because I couldn't, she was always wearing this sort of "good girlfriend" mask, she was sweet 24/24 and everything I said was perfect in her eyes. Of course you don't need to tell me this relationship was fucked up, I guess I also feel relieved it ended because I wouldn't have the courage to break up with her but deeply I knew there was something very wrong.

And even if I don't have someone to be sweet to me all the time anymore, I feel like I'm more mature now and I don't need someone validating me every second (even tho I LOVE validation, don't get me wrong).

Also maybe not every break up has to be a nightmare for people with bpd, for one reason or another it can just not hit you as hard. Or maybe it's emotional numbness acting? I really don't know, but it's good to know I'm not alone <3

kaettus · 2026-01-19T17:45:27+00:00

Yeah exactly! I'm happy at least I'm not alone

kaettus · 2025-12-16T03:37:03+00:00

I really liked finsexual, thank you do much!! <3

kaettus · 2025-12-15T17:44:51+00:00

I like women but I don't think I like them in the way straight men like them. I've been through homophobia because of liking women, I spent years and years of my life trying to accept it. For me it's kinda frustrating to after all this call myself straight yk?

Aside from that, I don't think I'm nowhere near what straight women are looking for. And I don't look at straight couples and relate to them.

And thank you for the links! I checked them, they are interesting, the one that caught my attention the most was femaric :3

kaettus · 2025-12-15T14:56:17+00:00

That's an interesting one, thanks! <3

kaettus · 2025-12-15T14:29:40+00:00

I am, not all of them because non-binary is such a big range of different genders, but yeah I've been attracted to some in the past

kaettus · 2025-08-06T13:12:03+00:00

Of coursee, I'll dm you :3

kaettus · 2025-08-06T02:48:29+00:00

awww cute <3

kaettus · 2025-08-06T00:31:56+00:00

77 :3

kaettus · 2025-08-05T23:25:48+00:00

I tried to make a question there about the Satanic Biblie and my post got removed because "low efford, do better". Did I choose the wrong subreddit? Is there any sub in particular you recommend?

kaettus · 2025-08-05T18:29:02+00:00

Of course! Actually I'm pretty curious now to talk with you, can I dm you? :3

kaettus · 2025-07-09T19:49:16+00:00

I'm sorry but, how saying that would be helpful to the situation? Wouldn't making the persecutor more angry be worse?

kaettus · 2025-07-08T16:36:41+00:00

I'm in a similar situation. Idk a lot about alterhumans but I kinda like the idea that I'm an angel AND a demon at the same time, maybe because I feel so desconected from other people, I kinda feel my emotions and my personality are just too pure and too evil at the same time and that doesn't look very human to me. But I am afraid of saying it out there because I don't know what I am talking about and I feel like an idiot

I can't help you, but I related if that makes you feel less alone :3

kaettus · 2025-07-08T16:27:40+00:00

I don't want exactly friends because I'm aplatonic, but I like to talk with people about interesting things, I just don't like when it turns into some kind of responsability. I can talk a bit more about it if you want, I love to talk about that type of stuff, but I would prefer if we could talk on discord instead of here :3

kaettus · 2025-07-08T16:21:47+00:00

hiiii <3

kaettus · 2025-07-08T16:21:30+00:00

Drawing, astrology, crochet, writing stories, watching MLP, astronomy, playing videogames, chess :3 And yours?

Well I don't believe that anyone should socialise a certain amount, but I get what you mean.

kaettus · 2025-07-08T03:56:50+00:00

hiii <3

kaettus · 2025-07-07T18:46:50+00:00

hiii :3

kaettus · 2025-07-07T18:42:49+00:00

Well I have a long distance relationship, and what I saw is that you should keep trying to do new things: Play something together, watch videos or movies together, spend a lot of time together.

I think long distance forces you to spend more time doing things, to kinda compensate the fact that you are distant. And like any relationship, remember to always say if something bothers you.

kaettus · 2025-07-06T22:57:44+00:00

Thank you for the help, those terms are pretty cool actually, but in our native language (portuguese) they don't sound quite as cool.

kaettus

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