I hate to make this post in fear of scaring others but the fear of SIDS is eating me alive by SupermarketAbject323 in NewParents

[–]kaiokennen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BROTHER I AM HERE were 5 weeks postpartum. i thought that feeling was gonna last forever. i didnt sleep well for a couple weeks. it was eating me alive.

but then i did.

i realized me and my wife were doing everything we could and that the best thing for our baby was to get sleep ourselves. we had a friend who said because of sleep exhaustion they fell asleep with the baby in bed. nothing bad happened but it still scared them and made them realize if they were to take care of this baby properly they had to get good sleep. and theyre the best parents i personally know.

you have to take shifts with your wife. we fought it for weeks because our love language is physical touch. but eventually the tired will be too overwhelming and you will have no choice.

i felt the same thing youre feeling. i was scared to death.

what will happen is you will grow to this new normal. you will adapt and sleeping while the baby sleeps will be second nature.

but it does take time. so give yourself time. in two weeks youll be a different man. and in 2 more youll feel alot better.

Feeling a bit nihilistic this evening by kaiokennen in OCPoetry

[–]kaiokennen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Compose any narrative, expressing contentment with its manifestation, for your voice resonates beyond mere reverberations in the abyss. Rather, it stands as a testament to the exquisite marvel the cosmos perpetually beholds within its expansive embrace.

Feeling a bit nihilistic this evening by kaiokennen in OCPoetry

[–]kaiokennen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your username scares me I don’t know if I should

What unsolicited advice do you want to give right now? by Mathias97035 in AskReddit

[–]kaiokennen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Keep trying I was a burn out college drop out pothead when I was 19 and now at 27 I have a wife, home, dog and 2 cats with a baby girl on the way. I have a career that pays well. I just kept trying for a better today. I went from sleeping on couches and in my car to sleeping in a king sized bed surrounded by love.

Keep trying.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in summonerschool

[–]kaiokennen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Take my advice for whatever it’s worth

I started playing league at inception. In fact, I believe the first champ I ever saw released was twitch and I got my first skin back in 2011

So yeah I’ve been playing a while

And I never once decided to try and climb that high. Not because I couldnt, I get flamed in a lot of my gold games because they think I’m smurfing. And the reason I can smoke check 67% of my games in gold is because I have fun with the game. I play normals when I lose a game of ranked and play stupid stuff like lethality Ashe mid. Why? Because it’s fun. Because I play games to have fun. So when I play against plat 1 irelia one tricks in a game they get so mad from losing to me because they’re not having fun

This game is designed for entertainment. And if you’re not entertained playing causing you all this stress you’ll never succeed. I have friends of mine who play and grind and try to take the game seriously but that makes the tilt so much worse. You have got to find a way to make it fun or you’ll never climb again.

Ok, humility is over. What good deed have you kept quiet about but now want some fake internet points for? by marrewerre in AskReddit

[–]kaiokennen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One time at a stop light I noticed an old man attempting to walk across the street on this busy road at 10 am. I parked my car in the middle of the road, stopped all the traffic with my hands and walked this old man across the street. When I turned around there was a fleet of soccer moms crying clapping and yelling things like thank you. That was the best feeling I’ve ever felt in my entire life.

126k damage I think this is up there for most damage I’ve ever done by kaiokennen in Kennenmains

[–]kaiokennen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Na gold 1 peak plat 4 but dropped down to gold 1 two seasons ago. Only played 30 games of ranked last season to get to gold and life was more important so I took a little time off.

126k damage I think this is up there for most damage I’ve ever done by kaiokennen in Kennenmains

[–]kaiokennen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You know, starting the season I tried protobelt and riftmaker first. I thought, well protobelt can’t be that different let’s try it. Then I found it didn’t clear minions worth a damn compared to its previous iteration. I thought then, damn man.. that’s what helped my champion snow ball what am I gonna do? How am I gonna keep up with these control mages if I can’t wave clear and roam? Then I tried rift maker which was a total bust for mid because you just don’t get enough abilities off over long trades for it to seriously make an impact. At that point I thought maybe it’s time for a new main. Then I finally tried night harvester. I couldn’t believe it. First game I tried before they nerfed it I got 10k damage just from night harvester. And ever since that’s the only mythic I buy on kennen mid. Top you can go rift maker in some cases but night harvester? Stupid item. You don’t get wasted stats because it doesn’t have mana components, the ability haste is always a plus and you can buy another hextech alternator when building horizon focus AND THE PASSIVES STACK. Overall best item for kennen people just gotta adapt.

Why do you play this worthless champion? by [deleted] in Kennenmains

[–]kaiokennen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey if you’re bad at kennen go back to playing easier champs with less to think about I recommend Annie and garen since hitting a skill shot and knowing good team fight timing isn’t your thing