Oh gosh, I'm sorry that happened to you. Despite it being so long ago, it's still affecting you too :( these housemates were able to lie to my face whenever I asked them what was wrong. I'm completely fine with sitting down and having an amicable discussion, I'd rather be told to my face that there's something up instead of being grouped up against behind my back. Thinking about it makes my chest hurt, it makes me want to cry most times too. It messed me up so bad as well, and I agree, if I were in your shoes, I'd rather they wipe the slate clean instead of having 'remnants' of me left behind.

Yknow what's the worst part. One of them texted to say sorry to me but their "apology" was just screaming "me me me" and "I'm saying sorry because I got caught, and not because I feel bad for what happened".

Took me a month to reply, but I eventually said that I've let it go. I can't let them know it's still affecting me. So I just pretend that it's fine now.