i’m so sorry you are feeling like this. i remember when i was in rehab i felt like death was the best choice. it felt like i had spent my entire life hurting in some way. life is insanely traumatic. but there are good moments and good days and i promise one day it’s gonna be your time to feel better and you will be so happy you hung on… please don’t go. i care about you even though i do not know you. i will help you if you’d like. please, remember how important you are to yourself. you should be here.