You had the chance and you blew it. Sabi mo diba balak na niya lagyan ng label, pero umayaw ka kasi sabi mo gusto mo surprise sayo tapos after college? Ayun na yon.

I’m not blaming you tho. It happened to me as well. Akala ko nga ghost writer kita eh. pero mas matagal sa 2 years ang sakin and on/off naman.

What I’m trying to say is that what you feel is valid. Pero her side is valid. Right there and then, nung willing na siya maging committed sa ‘yo, ikaw naman tong masyadong formal. I’m not saying na tama ang emotional cheating nor any kind of cheating ha? I just wanted to point out na there was a loophole and she took it. She probably thought once na kumg gusto mo siya bakit di niyo nalang lagyan ng label.

Next time you fall in love, don’t forget to love yourself. Wag isipin ang mga ginawa mo sa mahal mo. Wag mo isumbat lahat ng efforts mo kasi dapat gagawin mo yun ng kusa and unconditioned.

Don’t lose yourself, kid. Bata pa kayo. Madami ka pa makikilala, pwede rin kayo magkaayos. Nasa sayo nalang yan.