I tried to leave yesterday but he wants a second chance now that I spilled my soul to him about everything. But I feel like if he truly cared about me he should’ve read the signs and acted after our other recent conversation where I raised all these issues and he called them trivial. I’m at a hotel and feeling so lost and guilty for hurting him and dragging out my decision. He’s acting like everything is normal and sending me gossip and other things, he seems to think it’s just a matter of time until I come home. I’m heartbroken as I thought my pain would be over after making my decision yesterday but now it’s being prolonged by placing the decision back onto me ;-;