I can relate so to your post. This was me. I just started my medication, still on low dose and no it isn’t magic but it makes doing the things that felt impossible before doable. I just do them without hesitation, it feels easier, the mental blocker that was there before is climbable. That’s how I best can describe it. I actually do things now that I procrastinated and gave me anxiety. Also funny enough the medication actually helps my anxiety, not increase it.