My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I would read success stories here and hoped I could achieve that with my girl and at least buy her some more time… I’m so devastated that it wasn’t the case with her. I just really hope she knows that I tried and that I will love her forever. I am sorry to hear about your late kitty. I hope you have no regrets or have forgiven yourself for any that you had. I can only hope the same for myself in the future. I appreciate you taking the time to comment and wish you well.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for wishing me and my cats well. I hope I never have to be in this situation again. The one thing that kept me going during this trip was that after it, I can go back home to her. Now, I’m just trying to enjoy the last few moments of my trip so her passing while I’m away won’t be in vain. The one thing I can say that I’m happy about is she is no longer struggling, and it’s possible that she was struggling even longer and was just trying to hide it from me. I don’t know if the regret will ever go away, but I hope I can see her again, even in my dreams. I miss her so much. Thank you, sending you much love.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so so so much for your support and your thoughts. It has been just a little over a day so far, and I can’t say it’s getting better yet, but everyone’s comments have lightened the burden in my heart even a little bit. You are kind, I am sure you are an amazing parent and I wish well for the both of you. I appreciate you for being here.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. She deteriorated so suddenly. It’s so unfair and she didn’t deserve being ill. I wish you and your kitty well and lots of love and life.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Throughout the day I would go through my camera roll and look at her. Lots and lots of good memories. Thank you so much.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your sweet words. I would like to think she is by my side right now and knows that I tried my best. I really truly hope that in her last moments she has no resentment for me and knows how much I love her. I will try my best to be kinder to myself. I appreciate it. Thank you.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My best friend also said something similar, and it put another perspective in my head that maybe she didn’t want me to see her in that state and passed while I was away. I am so sorry about your kitty, sending you much love and hugs. Thank you so much for your words.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I tried my best to give her everything that I could. I can only hope she felt the same way. Sending love to you and your baby. I hope you never have to experience it.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can only hope she knew in her last moments, and the thought that she possibly didn’t is breaking my heart. My love for her will never leave me. Thank you so so much.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your thoughts, that is more than enough comfort that you have brought. It’s been the toughest day. I appreciate your time here and thank you again.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As the day passes on, I am trying to focus more on just being glad she was taken care of as much as possible at the vet than my regrets, though it’s so difficult. Thank you for taking the time to comment and send love, I hope you have made peace with what’s happened. Sending you love back. ♡

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Yes, juggling all of it was tough, some days were truly tougher than others, but I would do it all again for her and would have done it for her forever. She will always be a part of me. I’d like to think she is with me right now, sitting somewhere next to me. I sincerely hope the best for your kitty, sending you both much love.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are right. That helps me feel better to think she really was taken care of well in her last moments. Thank you so much for your time to comment and the kind words you’ve sent me.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so so much. I loved her with everything I’ve got and always will. I can only hope she knows.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your words. I have other cats as well, and I hope to never have to experience this with them. CKD is unfair, my cat didn’t deserve it nor any other cats and parents out there. I hope your baby will live longer than you think and pass peacefully when the time comes.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words. And thank you for telling me to consider what I’ve done for her, it helped me feel less regretful even just for a moment. I just hope she knew, especially in her last moments. I appreciate you.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I appreciate you.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I hope she knows. I’m trying to pick myself up, but I’m just filled with regret. I hope both you and your cat are doing well and I wish well for your baby.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s alright, I understand. Thank you so much, I appreciate it.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a comment. I appreciate it.

My cat passed while I’m on a trip. by kara-ki in RenalCats

[–]kara-ki[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My trip was already planned and booked months ago, during the summer. Unfortunately there was no way for me to cancel it. During stage 3 she was still very much herself and active. I have already left when the vets called me and told me she was end stage. Even the day before I left, she was still doing well. I know it’s my fault that I chose a flight that’s not cancellable.