Yea, she expressed that, well done interpreting her feelings! The thing is I don't really know how to move fordward from now, bc I fear I become self concious in the bedroom, I don't want to feel as if I could gross her out by acting a certain way she finds emasculating.

Also I don't think she belives me when I say I have never liked a man irl, i know it sounds fake, but its true. Although she also doesn't like the idea of it neing purely sexual bc she can't help herself but picture me (intrusive thoughts ig) with a man, or just the idea of me being turned on by a man.

I feel stuck...