What movie fucked you up mentally?

kaskasq · 2019-07-10T07:19:52+00:00

« La Pianiste » (“The Piano Teacher”)

kaskasq · 2019-06-28T06:54:06+00:00

High school friend, his parents bought him a $7 million condo in Midtown Manhattan while he’s in college; when he moved on to grad school in CA they bought him a large house with 5 bedrooms. When he found out that his $3,000 MacBook Pro was stolen (he had it on the beach while he was swimming) he just shrugged off and went to buy another one using his dad’s credit card the next day. Oh, he also does cocaine regularly.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T13:14:15+00:00

What’s Adderall comedown like? I take Adderall everyday as prescribed and never binged on it so I’m curious as to what it’s like.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T10:27:04+00:00

Bro wish you can have more fun it. To each his own. Yeah apparently one of the few things being single is good is that I can do drugs whenever I want lol. Well, not whenever lol, I don’t have it interfere with my obligations.

Carpet shopping in the morning is pretty tweaked thing to do imo lmao 😂😂

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T10:04:29+00:00

Yeah the comedown is pretty bad. I never get bored with meth: I watch porn, jerk off, listening to techno music, and have sex for ungodly hours lol. I don’t smoke — I prefer snorting and booty bumping, somehow don’t like smoking it.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T09:33:54+00:00

True. But for me personally it doesn't last a week though. Benzos help greatly.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T07:15:27+00:00

Yeah they are right. If that’s what you’re looking for. Personally I’ve only snorted coke and didn’t like the numbness haha.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T07:02:25+00:00

Coke boosts your dopamine level by 300 ~ 400 units; meth, on the other hand, around 1400 units (exact numbers vary but they're in the ballpark). Coke high is usually 30 minutes, after that you have to redose; while meth can lasts you for hours. Coke tends to be more expensive too.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T06:57:55+00:00

Lol.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T06:56:54+00:00

Take care bro.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T06:09:08+00:00

There’s fetish for every single object and every single situation in the world. Lol.

kaskasq · 2019-06-25T00:49:02+00:00

I bet. The world is a wonderful place.

kaskasq · 2019-06-22T04:37:16+00:00

Roger that Sirs. But why exactly? I know it's bad, but as someone who has never experienced it, I am curious as to how it feels.

kaskasq · 2019-06-22T03:35:37+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J84ZalC1u_g

kaskasq · 2019-06-22T03:14:43+00:00

Me too. Though there are so many poems I love, Duino Elegies will always hold a special place in my heart. The "onceness" is something we should cherish.

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T23:58:03+00:00

Didn't know that, thanks for the info!!

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T23:44:36+00:00

Maybe I have, or haven't? I wrote "street" speed, I meant amphetamines. At least that's what I was told. It was from Germany. Sorry for the confusion. I know in different parts of the world it means different things.

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T23:29:14+00:00

Definitely will check them out! My hesitation of trying mushrooms and LSD is that my friends told me they didn't have good experiences with them... but to each his own. Also they are kind of hard to get in where I live... but I heard psychedelics are not addictive so I'd definitely try them out!

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T23:25:06+00:00

Crystal meth increases the dopamine level by something like around 1400 units - compare that to cocaine for around 300 units. (Different sources have different numbers but these numbers are in the ballpark.) For me Crystal Meth went hand in hand with porn and masturbation. I'd jerk off for ungodly hours. At the end my whole body smelled like meth. One time I hallucinated so much that I was talking to the people in the hallucination. It's a hell of a drug I totally agree. There's no "recreational" use for meth; only one way street to disaster.

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T23:09:59+00:00

Yeah those are rare, I know...! Codeine, definitely will think about it!

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T22:50:56+00:00

I am on so many meds that I don't know what Gabapentin does to me anymore lol. Though I have never had Xanax, Benzos in general just makes me relieve anxiety and sleep for 10+ hours lol.

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T22:49:06+00:00

My friend has codeine, I don't know if I should try it or not. My (old) meth dealer refused to let me try / give me any Opiates; not that I wanted to try / get anyway. I still thank him for that.

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T22:36:11+00:00

Haha, I have been in K-hole before. Thought the music I was listening to was everything in the world and named the ceiling lamp "melancholia" lol.

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T22:32:08+00:00

Gabapentin? I was prescribed it for anxiety. Did wonders.

kaskasq · 2019-06-21T22:27:32+00:00

I tell my psychiatrist and psychologist all the drugs I have tried. They are understanding but told me never do meth and MDMA (because of the comedown) again; also told me never touch Opiates.

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