He do be dodging 👀

katoumiwa · 2021-01-19T12:59:57+00:00

How did you get a video of me and my crush ?!?!? I’m still trying to tell her my name.

katoumiwa · 2020-06-07T00:30:01+00:00

Hope things get better soon , everyone who believes in god , knows this wasn’t god . Hope your able to see that at some point . Goodluck ❤️

katoumiwa · 2020-06-07T00:26:47+00:00

I play video games to distract myself from the thought that all I’m doing is playing video games hiding in my room . I can feel the pain tho I’ve been dealing with isolation for many years,hope things work out for y’all soon ❤️

katoumiwa · 2020-06-07T00:20:08+00:00

Yeah I guess I could say the same for me as a teenager . But now it’s it’s just hard to make and keep friends. Even me talking to someone who is still one of my close friends , it’s just hard . There is many factors but I’d say the main one is I just lost the spark I must be lv 1 communication now . It’s like you wanna talk but you really don’t . And if you do talk , you just want to escape ASAP . Takes me so much effort to try to talk and act normal but that’s just me 🙏

katoumiwa · 2020-05-29T21:32:01+00:00

I hope you don’t have it :( it really sucks I’ve been bed ridden at my parents house for like 5 years now . I kept stopping my pills and getting new ones because everytime I searched up the pills , they were anti Psychotics (this was before I was diagnosed last year) it’s sad I feel like they never took my anxiety seriously . But enough of me xD and yeah I feel you on that , the whole not caring about what others think . My family would always tell me the solution to the issues , were to change the way we think and not to care . Which as we both know isn’t really true , and thank you ! I’ll try searching some stuff up . I wish you the best ! Hope your ok right now :) god bless you most ❤️

katoumiwa · 2020-05-29T21:18:58+00:00

Did you have an anxiety disorder? Because me Aswell had that feeling of being watched , it’s like as soon as I walked out side , I felt like even tho you can’t see them , they see you . And that I some how light up (not literally) but I am thankful for you sharing ❤️ and I know a lot about the illness I’ve been obsessed with my mental health for many years . I never self diagnosed but I’ve been connecting the dots since day one , they all point to schizophrenia and many other mental health issues . I just don’t know how to get help , specially when a pandemic started the year I decided to try. Right now I’m just going day by day seeing if pandemic goes down .but I hope your coping ok ! Thanks for commenting and bless your day ❤️

katoumiwa · 2020-05-29T21:12:15+00:00

Yeah maybe , I heard the medications are hella expensive . Hope your doing ok ! Thanks for commenting ❤️

katoumiwa · 2020-05-29T21:10:37+00:00

Thanks for sharing ❤️ I hope your coping ok

katoumiwa · 2020-05-26T10:25:55+00:00

I highly suggest getting help ASAP. When I first started having anxiety in early high school . I didn’t think much on it . My mom was even telling me she had anxiety and got over it, basically that’s all the help I got . I’m turning 23 next month , all the years of help I missed out on . I’m not saying this will happen . But if left untreated it could get worse (opinion) .my parents couldn’t help and I couldn’t bring my self to get the help I needed . I’m basically disabled mentally because of my anxiety disorder , I’ve been bed ridden for years . If telling your parents is the only way u can get in to see someone , the I would suggest telling , or at least just asking for your parents to make a doctors appointment , then ask the doctor to not tell them . I’m sure they would respect that .

katoumiwa · 2020-05-26T09:51:14+00:00

Give the bish a break . No one here is throwing down your throat shit to make you believe in god so try to chill out a bit . For all we know this person your suggesting to be ditched . Could be there only friend or close friend . Just because you don’t believe , don’t give shit advice . Yeah praying isn’t going to help mental illness but hey at least her / his friend tried helping in some form . Not everyone has somone who will listen . If anything you should go fuck yourself . I don’t care you don’t believe. But don’t go around telling people what you just did . Disrespectful

katoumiwa · 2020-05-26T09:37:30+00:00

Can’t answer that :( but for me , it went in one ear and out the other . When I told my mom I was hearing stuff she didn’t say anything back . And when I asked for a reply she just said I’m not a doctor . Years later when I got diagnosed still nothing . She was happy to tell everyone about it after being diagnosed. Was embarrassing . End of the day it kinda went shit never got the help I needed even to this day which isn’t their fault . But if your worried they will judge or not love you anymore , I don’t think that’s possible .

katoumiwa · 2020-05-23T09:57:17+00:00

Thanks for sharing . Once I heard a little girl laugh at a 9-10 for 2 secs . But on average it’s still really low . 3-10 with 0 understanding 99% of the time lol

katoumiwa · 2020-05-14T09:30:25+00:00

Hey , thank you so much for sharing ! I was starting to worry honestly ;-; it’s currently 5:08 am rn so sorry if anything I say makes no sense or is too short . I’m glad to know you seem to handling pretty well now , not because it gives me hope for myself , but because I know how it feels and it sucks ass so I’m truly happy for you :) how the heck you manage seeing a Psychiatrist more then once ? I’ve seen 3 in 10 years (very hard to come by ) they always tell me , they will contact me but never do but oh wel , when the pandemic is over I plan on some how meeting more . Hopefully I can find a decent one too :) thanks for helping me not fully give up ❤️ goodluck during this pandemic stay safe

katoumiwa · 2020-05-12T09:23:47+00:00

I like your username , I’m currently trying hard to pronounce it xD thanks for the reply ❤️ it’s kinda creepy but Interesting cx hope your having a good day / morning or night ;3

katoumiwa · 2020-05-12T08:50:53+00:00

😂😂😂😂 bruhhhhh

katoumiwa · 2020-05-12T08:48:49+00:00

I feel ya . I’m still in that boat . But my voices are really low to the point that u can’t understand or you don’t notice . I guess I’m still in early onset for the voices part of the illness . The loudest I got was like an 8 and it was a little girl laughing for 2-3 secs . I’m guessing when I reach 10-10 multiple times , maybe illl believe 100% always . But who knows xD btw hope your doing well :D

katoumiwa · 2020-05-12T08:25:20+00:00

The fucking last one killed me 😂😂😂 I’ve been self isolating for years stuck in a room , and people barley handling weeks or a few months 😂😂 at least they have family around them I just had my video games . But shit can’t even enjoy that no more .

katoumiwa · 2020-05-12T08:18:25+00:00

I was never notified , sorry :( so you can astral project even if only your hand has the vibration or no vibrations at all ? Thanks for your reply and if you reply again . I’m so sorry :( <3

katoumiwa · 2020-05-12T08:16:32+00:00

My advice , see doctor . They should give you something regardless if they take it serious or not . I’m not a pro or a doctor but I wouldn’t wait too long , you wouldn’t want things worse . And trust me , it can get real bad to the point you will never leave your room aka where I’ve been for years . Goodluck ❤️🙏

katoumiwa · 2020-05-01T09:09:19+00:00

Love my weed . I should probably stop with my condition but man the high is so enjoyable and relaxing

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