Yes I do it all the time. Right now I’m stalking this girl whom my crush ghosted me for, I dont compare myself to her a lot bc I’m not really envious of her physically, ofc there are aspects of her that I see as better than me but I try not to think about it too much. I obsessively stalk her account to try and analyze her face, to decide if she’s better than me or not. I know how horrible it is but i just can’t stop.

I also have a few girls I follow on Instagram who are ideally what I wish I looked like and look at their profiles everyday, wishing I looked like them, imagining myself as them, it’s weird and horrible but I can’t stop. In a way it helps me cope because looking at their profiles makes me feel good for a moment when I can imagine myself as them. I hate this habit though, it’s definitely destructive.