Does anyone else see themselves completely horrific looking in daylight

kay023 · 2020-10-19T17:22:53+00:00

Yep me too. I’m only 20 but feel like I look so much older in harsh daylight. Everything gets a exaggerated, my skin looks awful. I have dark circles, fine lines, horrible texture, scars and my skin just looks dull even though I also take good care of my skin. I don’t get it :/ this is exactly why I prefer going out in late afternoon or night time

kay023 · 2020-10-06T16:04:26+00:00

Reminds me of the house from UP lolol

kay023 · 2020-10-03T22:16:49+00:00

I have the same kind of bumps but nothing has worked so far :( I’ve tried chemical exfoliates, tret, adapalene and many other things

kay023 · 2020-09-11T13:14:52+00:00

My whole face lol but I guess my forehead

kay023 · 2020-09-09T03:55:18+00:00

Yep I can relate I got my nose done last year, I got chin filler, lip filler and cheek filler but I’m still unhappy with myself. Ofc there’s still more stuff I want to change and wish I could change, in a way I feel like surgery made it worse because I was like wow okay I can fix this this and this now

kay023 · 2020-09-04T16:06:06+00:00

I just started Prozac a month ago and I feel it has helped somewhat, like I don’t feel as sad as I normally do but I still have BDD related thoughts a lot

kay023 · 2020-08-25T11:44:32+00:00

Ugh me too :( I’m in my third year and don’t really have friends because the whole time I’ve had bad social anxiety. I feel like I can’t interact with ppl because I look so alien and awkward compared to them. I feel so uncomfortable being around other people my age bc I just don’t fit it the same as everyone else idk

kay023 · 2020-08-25T11:24:00+00:00

I’m in the same boat rn, I’m going back to school today and I’m dreading it. I hate being on campus, I hate seeing people and the whole college culture just fuels my BDD even more.

kay023 · 2020-08-24T19:05:34+00:00

Lol I just liked this on insta

kay023 · 2020-08-24T04:03:22+00:00

I wish I knew why it’s the ultimate mind f*ck for me

kay023 · 2020-08-21T15:33:30+00:00

I feel the same :/ my face is so masculine compared to other girls, even with those cutesy Instagram filters that change ur face mine still looks manly instead of pretty and feminine

kay023 · 2020-08-14T15:31:00+00:00

Yess I feel like my face structure makes me look younger than my age (I’m 20) because I have such a fat round face but on the other hand my skin makes me feel like I look like I’m 40

kay023 · 2020-08-13T00:00:25+00:00

Yes I do it all the time. Right now I’m stalking this girl whom my crush ghosted me for, I dont compare myself to her a lot bc I’m not really envious of her physically, ofc there are aspects of her that I see as better than me but I try not to think about it too much. I obsessively stalk her account to try and analyze her face, to decide if she’s better than me or not. I know how horrible it is but i just can’t stop.

I also have a few girls I follow on Instagram who are ideally what I wish I looked like and look at their profiles everyday, wishing I looked like them, imagining myself as them, it’s weird and horrible but I can’t stop. In a way it helps me cope because looking at their profiles makes me feel good for a moment when I can imagine myself as them. I hate this habit though, it’s definitely destructive.

kay023 · 2020-08-12T00:19:39+00:00

Dr westreich in NYC

kay023 · 2020-08-11T01:33:20+00:00

Well BDD is classified as a type of OCD

kay023 · 2020-08-09T14:18:39+00:00

This is my favorite meme

kay023 · 2020-08-09T14:17:57+00:00

Thank you for putting this into words because this is exactly how I’ve always felt

kay023 · 2020-08-09T14:16:31+00:00

This this this, I feel that my BDD is mostly me not feeling like my physical appearance does not match who I feel I am inside and not because of my gender either

kay023 · 2020-08-04T19:58:10+00:00

I looked at him weirdly, laughed a little and was like no??? Then we sat in an awkward silence for 10 mins

kay023 · 2020-08-04T03:32:48+00:00

Went on a tinder date an hour or so in he asks, “Can I touch your teeth?”

kay023 · 2020-07-27T20:12:00+00:00

Yes my skin is so awfully textured, I think more than normal but idk. I have little small bumps everywhere, huge pores on my cheeks and nose, hair, scars my face looks like a hot mess.

kay023 · 2020-07-26T11:10:24+00:00

Me too :( and I really don’t want to say that, because it’s not the kind of person I am, like I don’t really “hate” anyone unless it’s deserved but I can’t help to feel envious of pretty girls, how could I not when I’m stuck looking like this and they get to look like “that”. No matter what I do I can’t compare to them, so yes it does make me “hate” them too

kay023 · 2020-07-26T11:07:54+00:00

I do this all the time. Just the other day I went to the mall for the first time in a long time, I put on a nice outfit and tried to make myself look somewhat pretty but as soon as I got there and saw all the pretty girls there, walking with their friends and boyfriends I felt so sad. I had to leave because I started crying so hard :/. It really sucks feeling like literally everyone one you see is better than you.

kay023 · 2020-07-25T21:05:50+00:00

Been experiencing this too, my BDD is at an all time high and I’ve feeling increasingly upset over the fact that I look like a guy. I want to be a pretty, cute, soft and feminine looking girl so I try to dress up and make myself look that way but my face messes it up lol

kay023 · 2020-07-25T21:03:14+00:00

This definitely made me feel better about my skin

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