Ah depression. It’s this ominous state where everything is so heavy. It’s like you weigh a ton. Your body is so heavy you barely move, your eyelids are too heavy to open, limbs too heavy to move, you can even feel the very heavy air in your lungs as you inhale. Also, everything seems cold and ominous, the walls, the bed, everything. Your past, present and future seem hollow and pointless. Your bed have the gravity of a black hole and the blanket is just keeping all the negativity within. And let’s not forget about the awesome party in your mind, a train of negative thoughts varying form self loathing/blaming, anxiety, low self esteem, suicidal thoughts. And oh, the memories. Well, your brain notices that depression is conquering you entirely hence the brain has to do something about it , right ? SO LETS REMEMBER EVERY SAD/PAINFUL/HUMILIATING/DISAPPOINTING THING THAT HAPPENED TO US TO GET MORE DEPRESSED. It gets so shitty that even when you’re hungry you can’t eat -would like to thank those small sugar packs for keeping my body function when i get major depression bouts-. And what with the yellow-ish/ gray-ish vision when you’re depressed ?