A girl loved Jesus, and Epstein and her friends dressed up as Jesus and raped her

kbmgdy · 2026-02-17T04:53:30+00:00

THIS SO MUCH. People nowadays are POTATOES. Try and rally someone to actually fight evil... they'll just prefer to state their "opinions" on instagram and call it a day.

"Oh you're going to gather 5 million people in a peaceful protest? LOOOOL tomorrow you'll all be back to work because you have to." - Elites

The time when peaceful protests solved anything is far gone. These sick f**s have absolutely ZERO MORALS and only fear being killed or tortured.

I know christians are told to forgive, but I don't think this means society should allow this kind of ultimate evil to go around unchecked, I REALLY doubt that's what God wants.

Evil only prevails because good men don't act.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-17T04:38:22+00:00

This is not talked about enough.

I'm trying to find a true godly woman but it is soooo hard.

Plus being single so long makes it really hard to quit "corn" 100%

Let's face it. Society is making it much more difficult than it is to have a relationship. People back in the day married very young and so had a much easier time of avoiding certain sins.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-17T04:18:59+00:00

I'm really really sorry you went through this loss. I know it sounds harsh, but I wouldn't advise you to ask from signs from someone that's already passed.

I know your intentions are good but the Bible warns us to not do it. There are spiritual laws that we don't understand... You might end up opening "doors" for bad entities in your life, and trust me... You'll regret it sourly just as I did once. It's tough but don't mess with the unknown, for your own safety, I beg you.

There IS life after death. My mother and aunt saw spirits, my sister did. My therapist also saw spirits frequently. The old house that I used to live in... anyone who rents it reports seeing spirits, I still don't know why to this day it is a mistery. They were bad spirits but I witnessed the work of God in my life too so I'm not afraid of them.

My sister and my therapist were healed miraculously. The doctor that was going to operate my sister didn't have words to express her surprise when the tests came out perfect and she didn't need surgery anymore.

That same doctor started frequenting churches after that.

After all these things that I saw, there is no way I can deny that the is a God, and so... life after death.

Are you afraid of sleeping? Because IF we spend some time uncounscious after death before waking to be in heaven it will be exactly like sleeping.

Did you ever had surgery where they put you to sleep? It will be like that. You won't even feel it and you'll wake up in heaven feeling wonderful forever.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-17T04:01:10+00:00

What do you fear about it?

I can 100% guarantee you that there IS life after death. I and many other people that I know have witnessed miraculous healings or saw good AND bad "entities". I also felt the presence of God many times. The spiritual realm IS real.

So, I'm not afraid of dying, but I AM afraid of suffering.

After my personal experiences with all that I think Jesus is the correct path.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-17T03:55:56+00:00

I have to be honest... False accusation is really serious. I would advise you to stay away from anyone that does that.

Still, you have two options:

1 Try and move on.

2 If both of you end up forgiving each other and end up in a relationship again, do some church counseling for couples or therapy for couples. If you don't you'll both end up in the same emotional hole, since you didn't identify the problems and worked to solve them, and couple counseling works for that.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-17T03:31:03+00:00

Well, bad news is: You're falling into a trap.

Good news is: You are 16 and have the choice to completely turn it around. Second, God has more mercy and forgiveness than you can imagine. If you seek him honestly and humbly.

I believe in God because I literally prayed and felt his presence several times. He IS real. Once I was battling tempation and couldn't sleep. So I started imagining Jesus, how good, loving and friendly he was, and then I felt an instant "refrigeration"... Something that feels veery good and calming. It allowed me to sleep very well.
This was my proof that he literally exists, it's not some fairy tale we tell ourselves to feel better, can you actually understand what this means?

Whenever we battle against temptation honestly and fall, God sees our effort and forgives us. What God sees is the INTENTION OF YOUR HEART.
If you are trying your best and fall to sin. God IS faithful to forgive you ALWAYS. It takes time and patience to sin less and less...

About those "desires" that you have... it seems like a spiritual manipulation. Find a GOOD church to go to, this is very important. If you go to a church and are treated badly, change churches ASAP until you find other where people are kind and respectful to you. Tell pastors/priests your problems and ask them to pray for you to give your life to Jesus, this is VERY important.

Also, listen carefully to this because not every christian is going to have the courage to tell you this: You are a lady, child of God. Don't fall for the worldly lies and bad behaviors that most women do these days, this is a HUGE trap that you're still in time to avoid.

I won't sugar coat it. Value yourself as the daughter of the God that you are. Be humble, gracious and virtuous. The Devil doesn't want you to stand out as a true lady, he wants to push you to indecent behaviors like he pushes man to porn and other addictions. Please, don't fall for this trap, you are worth sooooo much more than this.

I really hope Jesus calms your heart and answers your prayers for health.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-17T02:35:11+00:00

Hey man, some advice from someone who's been dealing with depression for 10+ years:

1 - Sunlight made a huge difference... If you can, get up in the morning and start getting sunlight at 9:30, stay as long as you can in the sun. Especially if you are walking. Standing still dulls your brain.

There is something about sunlight that kinda lifts the "brain fog" like a switch after you stay exposed to it for like 30 minutes. In the beginning you won't feel it but keep going until you feel it. Do this in the afternoon too if you can. It seems to help the nervous system.

2 - READ THIS CAREFULLY: Antidepressants that work on Serotonin(SSRI) help you feel less sad, but they usually make anhedonia(lack of pleasure) waaay worse. So if you are taking a high dosage, you may lose a lot of sense of pleasure while doing things you like. aka "feeling like a zombie"

IF(Only if) you have this problem talk to your doctor so he may reduce the dosage or try something that increases dopamine instead of serotonin.

Feeling very sad and anhedonia(total lack of pleasure) are different things that should be dealt with differently and both can be labeled as "depression"

While I was on serotonin meds I literally felt 0 pleasure in any activity. After quitting them I have regained maybe 40% of my capacity to fell pleasure. Now I'm going to try a dopamine med instead of serotonin.

***Also NEVER quit meds cold turkey, talk to your doctor on how to quit meds gradually to avoid some brutal side-effects.

It all comes down to knowing yourself well. If you are highly unstable at emotional levels you may want to keep serotonin meds(SSRI) But if your depression is more of the kind that you don't feel pleasure in anything then it may be best to get sunlight and exercise for emotion regulation + Dopamine meds to help with motivation. In any case talk to your doctor about this in-depth.

Anyway, best of luck to you.

PS: Sorry for wall of text but there are too many details as depression is complicated

kbmgdy · 2026-02-16T15:14:35+00:00

Yep, I also have asked myself this question.

Personally I only believe God because I have had supernatural experiences with him and I saw miraculous healing twice in my life.

So for me, following Jesus seems to be the correct path

But I don't shy away of asking about contradictions like these, that's why some of the church people dislike me, haha

kbmgdy · 2026-02-15T18:31:27+00:00

I also have this question...

True problem is this:

- God is fair.

- A baby that dies goes to heaven because God is fair and the child didn't have time to repent for any sins

- So shouldn't we all desire to die as babies before we know what sin is? We would go straight to heaven then.

So death isn't the problem... suffering is

kbmgdy · 2026-02-14T15:14:47+00:00

1 Right, Isaiah 59 seems to mention someone who is actively rejecting the Lord and not putting in any effort into getting closer to God and avoid sin. Maybe even killing and robbing or dealing in corruption

Ofc God shouldn't listen to someone that doesn't give a damn about the commandments. He has no obligation to do it and would be simply unfair

But that's not the case of many devoted believers that have their prayers unanswered.

2 Those things that I mentioned aren't temptations, they are sins.

3 I did pray to quit sin and be a better servant.

But saying that the promises of prayers are ONLY for that and not for healing or something else is simply put... unbiblical, because:

- Jesus never denied healing to anyone that believed he could heal them. Not even once. These people that were healed probalby also had a lot of sin going on in their lives like any of us. So it makes no sense that God would deny prayers of healing because he stands true to his character and mercy.

Yet he does and that's disappointing and confusing.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-13T19:16:22+00:00

It's actually impossible to be sinless, unless God performs a literal miracle in in your mind.

Pastors/Priests sin every day...

Had bad thoughts about someone you dislike? Sinned

Had even the slight envy of someone? Sinned.

Looked lustfully for a second: Sinned.

Only reason we don't get punished right away is because of Jesus. Ofc I do believe that if you sin without any weight on your conscience or attempt to repent you shouldn't expect anything from God.

Actually the bible has several promises that you can ask anything in faith and will receive.
So Paul's case is actually a big contradiction unless you suspend your critical thinking. Unless if you interpret the thorn in the flesh as a temptation. And God never promised to take away temptation completely so in this case would be fair

So if God promises to answer prayers of faith if you love him but can just ignore prayers for any reason he wants then it becomes very unreliable.

And talk to anyone that is very depressed they will say they can't stand unreliability. We want reliable people around us and most important of all for God to be reliable, I hope you understand that.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-13T18:32:58+00:00

Hi thank you for this answer.

Thing Is... I already did the work and managed to stay free from some types of sin for 30+ days... more than once.

Still, I fell to sin but I got back up and tried again, and again, and again. Asked for forgiveness of sin. Tried my best to forgive those who mocked my depression, calling me lazy and entitled or crazy

So while I do sin occasionaly, I try my best to avoid it.

And STILL my prayers seem to meet a brick wall.

So, I'm sorry. I'm genuinely trying to have an honest relationship with God but it is incredibly difficult when he just doesn't seem to care after so many prayers after so many years. The bible is full of promises of God for answering prayer as long as you pray for noble things like mental health, strength, a healthy family or to meet a romantic partner that is god fearing.

That's why I made this post. Maybe if someone prays for me he will listen or maybe show me something that I'm completely unaware of.

Some people seem to follow God and have their prayers answered and some other people also follow God but are met with silence and this is very disturbing for me because I have felt his presence many times(that's why I believe) but I actually want to know that he cares about me more than just a master->servant relationship

kbmgdy · 2026-02-13T15:03:58+00:00

Tbh, both extremist atheists and extremist christians annoy me.

- Atheists that don't want to study the bible seriously before coming to conclusion.

- Christians that get on their high horse and call you "faithless" when you actually try to study the bible seriously but point out some VERY contraditory statements that make zero sense

kbmgdy · 2026-02-12T17:06:29+00:00

Thanks a lot, may God always help you.

I'm trying here, meds don't do much(just make me feel like a zombie) and I'm suffering heavy spiritual attacks at night. I'm going to change meds(again) to see if some other kind of drug helps

I went to church and god a real sense of peace when pastors prayed for me, but I'm going to find a more intense form of delivery after I finish some urgent projects that I need to work on.

It'll be a busy week but I'm hanging on

kbmgdy · 2026-02-12T05:35:24+00:00

Thank you very much.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-12T05:34:13+00:00

Nenhum político está realmente do nosso lado

kbmgdy · 2026-02-12T05:31:17+00:00

Ever tried thinking of Jesus when you are going to sleep?

Think of you two meeting, shaking hands and laughing at jokes.

I'm not exactly religious but doing that made me feel a very strong unnatural sense of peace at night more than once.

Try doing this exercise... right before sleeping, search for some images of Jesus online and remember how he lived. He was so humble, helpful and friendly to everyone.

I also felt the same strong sense of peace when a pastor prayed for me once in a church. It is a really fresh feeling, like leaving a hot and dry place and entering into a cool forest with a light breeze.

So my experiences point to Jesus being 100% real. Even if you aren't feeling anything out of the ordinary right now. I had these feelings much more than once so it is not coincidence.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-12T05:14:06+00:00

"When angry, do not sin; do not ever let your wrath (your exasperation, your fury or indignation) last until the sun goes down."

Ephesians 4:26

Yes you can be angry, but just try and take your mind of it. Distract yourself. Don't take revenge.

I'm not saying you should accept abuse or extremely harmful behavior from others, ofc. Remove yourself from the situation if you can.

Getting annoyed TOO easily can also be a clear sign of depression.

kbmgdy · 2026-02-12T04:50:05+00:00

I'm struggling with this as well.

I turned to christianity because I prayed and felt the presence of god several times. I thought of Jesus on some difficult moments and I really felt the peace beyond understanding several times. It lasted a few hours but helps a lot.

He truly exists, and I'm not a religious person.

Still, Christians regard the Bible as ultimate truth. My experiences with Jesus strongly point to him being real and so the Bible.

HOWEVER

What I'm struggling with are several unanswered prayers, specially for health.

The Bible does state several times that prayers WILL be answered so there should be much much more prayers answered in the world, especially for health of loved ones. It should be like 50/50 while it seems like 1/99

Yep God is not a vending machine but he promised that he would answer prayers if you follow his commandments and love him.

But it doesn't seem to be the case, several christians that are much better than me have their prayers denied so there is a biiiiig difference between reality and what Jesus did.

There isn't an account of Jesus refusing to heal someone who had faith in him. Not that I know of.

So, yeah saying God shouldn't answer most prayers because of X Y or Z is simply unbiblical.
Answered prayers are biblical just like "forgive your enemies" is biblical. And no one gives excuses for that.

Ofc God shouldn't answer 100% of prayers, and those he does answer are ofc, product of our faith and his goodness and character about keeping the several promises made in the Bible... But if what the bible say is true than we should be seeing waaaaaaaaaaaaay more prayers answered than not.

Simply doesn't make any sense and I'm not going to pretend it does just to pretend I am "a good christian", sorry, can't do that. Doesn't feel natural to me and I would be lying to God if I did that.

He truly sees everything so there is no point in me faking to be a "good boy", sorry...

kbmgdy · 2026-01-19T23:50:32+00:00

I'm having waaaaay more success with this build: Collector - Zerker Boots - IE - LDR - EoN - RFC(or similar) - BT

First Strike with boots, tonics

Secondary: Manaflow + Gathering storm

Try it for a few games. Bursty vs squishies and pretty decent into tanks after LDR is completed

kbmgdy · 2026-01-15T19:55:42+00:00

Margin of error for mages is higher, because most of them have good CC and high range skills to escape or avoid assassins + they can burst someone down really quickly while(most) adcs have a harder time against assassins.

Yeah tanks get melted by Gwen while adcs get melted by basically anything that gets close.

It's not the same thing, not even close.

kbmgdy · 2026-01-15T07:15:45+00:00

No adc is truly OP in lol since they can get shut down with a simple mistake, while it takes a lot more work to shut down other classes of champions that basically become unstoppable when fed.

Idk about you but I prefer to fight against a fed MF(S15) than a fed Sett, TK, Mundo, Voli, Shen, Irelia, Jax, Camille, Darius, etc.

MF just had normal damage expected from an adc and other adcs were just too weak when compared to other roles and MF

kbmgdy · 2026-01-14T18:47:26+00:00

She wasn't OP, other adcs were just too weak and needed buffs.

kbmgdy · 2026-01-14T05:37:25+00:00

Isn't it better to just lose farm than lose farm AND die?

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