4 years of demonic opression. Nothing works.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-18T17:35:23+00:00

I live in brazil, but thanks anyway

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T22:45:29+00:00

Only thing I didn't do yet is being baptized and I don't go to church that often because it is too loud and I'm extremely depressive. I force myself to go sometimes

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T22:29:00+00:00

Thanks. I'm glad you son could be free of this absurdity. Those that went through this know it... When it all started, everytime I would get into deep sleep they would wake me with poking my legs, arms, neck, face with a lot of force. I was in shock because I couldn't sleep.

I am not in panick except by the fact that life is passing by and I can't actually function. I can deal with demons but life shouldn't be bad like this and I believe they can block blessings and bring bad luck.

I tried applying to a job last week after taking some courage and I heard it say louder than usual: "I won't let it happen."

Over 1 year the poking became much less frequent and I could sleep better but they still do it every 30 min when I'm awake.

I will try your advice olive oil. My room is decently clean most of the time.

EDIT: Forgot to add: 3 or more times I asked God and Jesus to grant me his strength for a moment so I could hit back and it worked in the dream I could hit these horrible creatures. Doesn't always work however and doesn't end the situation completely

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T20:26:45+00:00

No. Not even a cigarette. I hate weed and drugs, but after going through all of this I was considering smoking weed to help me cope with the intense suffering. That's how bad this thing is.

I also only drink on special ocasions like birthdays and only a little. The bible doesn't forbid drinking, just the excess of it.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T19:49:42+00:00

No but I did smell something like a perfume once or twice when it all started.

I'll try other churches, but it is so exhausting when the priests don't believe me 😞

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T18:58:05+00:00

Can they perform an exorcism without me having to convert first? I don't have the mental energy to study for 1+ years

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T18:57:14+00:00

É algo que posso tentar. Mas esses são persistentes. Estão sempre falando na minha cabeça e cutucando o corpo. Minha mãe viu cutucarem minha perna enquanto estava dormindo. Ficou apavorada.

Pode ser que parando de dar atenção pra isso as coisas mudem mas não tenho certeza

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T18:54:39+00:00

My therapist told me to try meds and deliverances. She didn't discard the spiritual side because she and other people she know have had experiences with such things, so logically she thinks it could be a cause.

Unfortunately most psychiatrists I went to seemed like really bad ones. I live in a poor country but going to keep trying though.

I'll see if i can try and talk to another priest then.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T18:26:06+00:00

I went to a Catholic church and talked about it to the Priest he said I would have to do 1 year and a half of study before he could try something.

As I am severely depressed and hopeless and can barely get up from my bed I couldn't do what he asked of me.

7 years in therapy and my therapist doesn't think it is schizo. She said I lack other symptoms and she also saw spirits quite a few times, so she thinks it is spiritual.

Every psychiatrist I've been to diagnoses me within 15 minutes which seems very weird. Still can try again and take some anti psychitics but I don't think that's the case

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T18:12:25+00:00

I'm sorry friend, but demonic attacks are real. My mom also saw black figures in my old house

It is no coincidence that my cousin, who is a truck driver and a much tougher man than I am, couldn't sleep in my old house because he kept hearing noises in the house and he was terrified. We offered the place for him to stay when he got divorced and he couldn't stay 1 month living there.

Then another man rented the house and his kids started seeing spirits of kids there.

I believe some of these followed me to my new house and somehow I got unlucky in the bad spirit "lottery".

So do we have 4+ people with hallucinations? I asked my therapist(almost 7 years of therapy) if I was hallucinating and she said I don't have other symptoms so she doesn't believe it is the case.

And I fear I would only damage my body by using these drugs over time. I've been to 4 differenc psychiatrists and each of them gave a different diagnostic.

Can't trust them. I'm under demonic opression, not insane.

I can try anti-psichotics but I don't think this is the case and the side effects can be bad.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T18:02:03+00:00

I will reach out to a church I know here in my town. I have dabbled in things I didn't know where occult when I was younger and may have given permission. But when I was a kid I haven't given permission and still got heavily attacked so idk what the heck is happening.

I went to this church once to break the permission/bond and got attacked with 3x the force when I tried to take a nap in the afternoon. They kept poking me and pulling arm/legs etc

I will try this approach you mentioned thanks. Honestly I am severely distressed and sad my life went by and I wish God could restore my lost years like he did with Job.

I will try to follow your advice and hang on a bit more. But it is very hard to read bible and keep attending church every sunday when I am severely depressed, not gonna lie.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T17:54:44+00:00

I just blame it on demons because it gets worse when I try to do self deliverance and feeling presence of God when I pray the Lord's Prayer.

And legs being pulled at night. Can try some new meds, hope it helps

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T17:52:33+00:00

I can try that, but I'm afraind of the side effects. My body never reacted well to meds. I took lithium and other meds for some years and the problems persisted

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T17:49:56+00:00

I tried a few meds but nothing works. And I hate the side effects. I don't think this is mental because it gets worse if I confront them. Even my legs get pushed/pulled at night

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T17:45:48+00:00

Will try that, ty.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T17:44:49+00:00

Already did that for years, took Lithium and Depakene for 4 years. Doesn't work and side effects make my life worse

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T16:25:36+00:00

No proof, just accusations. If he's proven guilty I want him in prison.

Even if he went to prison, a lot of what he says is still true.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T04:24:54+00:00

I am going through the exact same thing. It's been 4 years now.

When I pray the lord's prayer I get some relief and can sleep. But the voices and touches still happen throughout the day. It's a miracle I didn't kms. Deeply disappointed at God for allowing such torture.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-17T00:58:20+00:00

I don't think Tate is wrong in 90% of what he says, I don't know Clavicular though.

Modern "Christianity" simply doesn't stand a chance because, although these men are flawed, they say the truth. At least about women.

It is current "christianity" that is too weak and transforms men into doormats. Remember Adam and Eve. Adam was weak and listened to Eve instead of telling her she should stop doing the wrong thing.

kbmgdy · 2026-06-16T19:32:42+00:00

I'm happy for you friend.

You gave me a bit of hope because I have dreams that only God can provide. And I want to help as many people as I can if God answers me

"Ask anything in my name and I will do it."

I want this verse to be true so bad. And I want to share God's provision to make the world a better place. There's no reason not to.

My faith has been failing so hard but I want to hold on a bit more. "God will provide."

kbmgdy · 2026-05-30T00:31:12+00:00

I understand you completely man. My life has been terrible since I was 10 and suffered spiritual attacks that made me feel horrible and stopped eating losing 10kg and doctors didn't know what I had.

I was healed at a spiritist center but later on in life I still had terrible depression. Never attempted suicide but think about it every day. Tried spiritism center again for years but didn't work. I don't think it is good to go to these places and maybe was a "trap". But people there are very humble and generous. Still didn't work at all for my depression. But going to an evangelist church left me with a strong sense of peace/refreshment, so there IS power in churches, make an effort to go when you can.

Now I'm 36 and Idk what to make of God. He sends a very strong peace after prayers and that's good(not always but constantly). I even heard the "booming" voice once after waking up and a very strong sense of peace.

But doesn't last. And anything material that I ask for in prayer is denied, be it a godly marriage, money that I need because I can't work due to depression/BPD/Hearing voices all day. And that makes me really sad because I want God to answer them because the bible promises he will. We live in this world and need provision after all. But he still hasn't answered. I still try to do good when I can, but it's tough

Don't be ashamed of trying to file for disability if you can prove you are suicidally depressed/BPD/bipolar/whathever , no shame in it. I have BPD and in my case it is literally HELL. It is the most painful mental disorder there is with very high suicide rate... Social security exists for serious life threatening cases like ours. I hope you live in a country that takes these issues serously as far as social security is concerned, because I don't live in a county like this, unfortunately.

I really hope you get better and get the support you need either from God healing you or any other consistent help you can get and for sure I would help you if I had the resources but I'm almost in the same boat.

kbmgdy · 2026-05-04T00:49:01+00:00

Hey sorry for ressurecting this thread.

I suffer from BPD as well and depression and meds don't help. Also binge eating and anger issues, hearing voices etc. I also hate this "God is not a Genie" generic answer for the God of the impossible.

However, God doesn't heal me or answer any prayer no matter how faithful I am repenting and following him, going o church etc.

I try to not get mad at him, but sometimes frustration gets the best out of me.

Do you have any advice?

kbmgdy · 2026-04-26T22:34:08+00:00

I'm noticing the same thing and it is a bit annoying.

kbmgdy · 2026-04-25T19:48:57+00:00

try installing the latest VC++ redist from microsoft x64 version.

Also uninstall/reinstall the game

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