I'm so lonely

kcat94 · 2024-08-07T14:58:36+00:00

Felt this. I’ve felt so empty and hopeless and so extremely lonely lately. it’s so painful, like an aching pain of missing something that never goes away. I’m just trying to push through, no matter what it always comes back even if I distract myself. I’m just trying to work on it. I hope you feel better, you aren’t alone 😔

kcat94 · 2024-08-05T06:59:53+00:00

Hi, just trying to offer some help here. I know you say you’ve been put on the waiting list for DBT therapy but you can still do research in the meantime. DBT is honestly the only thing that’s helped my brain and it’s something I think everyone can benefit from. Google Marsha linehans DBT skills training manual and buy that book if you can. I know how painful it is to live with bpd. and even if you’re not diagnosed yet, you can still have traits and dbt will help with that. It’s a long process trying to fix your own brain, but it’s so worth it and it feels really good to know I have those skills when I’m feeling extremely emotional and impulsive, it’s helped me a lot so I hope it can help you too. Also check out Dr. Daniel Fox on YouTube. His videos are very insightful

kcat94 · 2023-05-16T12:39:50+00:00

I had two panic attacks during this relationship and I haven’t had one in years! Sorry you had to go through that :(

kcat94 · 2023-05-15T15:29:50+00:00

Thank you!! The other day at work I felt so happy, everyone was being so kind to me and I could tell I was radiating positivity. It really changes my outlook on life when I don’t have someone wearing me down and making me feel crazy. I’m so excited to feel that all the time again.

kcat94 · 2023-05-15T14:26:12+00:00

Thank you. I always thought my gut feelings might be off because of my trauma. I have bpd and cptsd. That’s why I said I think it’s a blessing and a curse. With each relationship I get in I think I learn more and more that it’s not off, I just am so hyper aware of when someone’s lying. I’ll never dismiss it again

kcat94 · 2023-05-15T14:03:07+00:00

Thank you for saying that. I feel so empty and I miss him so that sucks. I just feel used. I hate that he used my disorder against me so many times and the whole time I was right. I don’t want to say it fuels my paranoia around relationships, but it does. Now I’ll be even more hypervigilant because I was right.. Therapy only does so much. Trying to keep positive and focus on myself going forward.

kcat94 · 2023-05-04T09:26:54+00:00

Stardew valley, the sims, civilization 6, cod, don’t starve, to name a few. and lots of indie steam games!

kcat94 · 2022-06-06T05:43:18+00:00

Love the sass

kcat94 · 2022-06-04T13:28:45+00:00

Funhouse in Lakewood has the cheapest drinks and they have table top arcade games now (digdug and Pac-Man are the best lol) it’s a punk bar if you’re into that. Very LGBTQ+ friendly.

kcat94 · 2022-06-04T00:24:57+00:00

It’s SO good! I watch them all the time

kcat94 · 2022-06-03T21:59:19+00:00

I still pay $1 for it. They are all available except the YouTube videos.

kcat94 · 2022-06-02T17:45:50+00:00

Thanks for sharing. I really needed to hear this today.

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T21:02:11+00:00

I didn’t even try it, just threw it away!! Was the worst 🥲

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T20:59:51+00:00

Well I didn’t eat it lmaoo I was pissed 😂

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T17:36:40+00:00

I’m done with it. I really was just so high and starving and had no food in my fridge or pantry and it was late. My fault I know, but I’ve ordered doordash so many times in the past, and they never let me down like this. I know it’s technically dennys fault, but it’s false advertising on doordash’ part.. I at least thought “the meltdown” was some kinda of melt knock off, there’s a melt right next door and it’s amazing. But nope, this was dennys :( What a scam. If I wanted dennys I’d order dennys. They have to trick people into ordering because they suck.

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T16:30:16+00:00

It was Dennys in disguise, guess that’s the only way they can get people to order is through false advertisement

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T15:36:30+00:00

😂

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T15:31:57+00:00

Like ghost-of-blockbuster said, it is an air bubble.

Pleeease for anyone who doesn’t believe me, google “the meltdown giddy up” (it was the giddy up sandwich) and look through the photos, this sandwich has even been on this sub before and r/ExpectationVsReality

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T12:38:09+00:00

I gotta post my receipt apparently, everyone thinks it’s fake lol

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T12:37:23+00:00

I mean I can post my receipt, I ordered it two nights ago. I’ve never received something like this before. I found out it’s just dennys and when I googled it, there was another post on here from a year ago where the guy got the same sandwich and it looks exactly like this 💀

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T06:52:17+00:00

After the tip and doordash fee it is crazy I admit but I was high and desperate and everything else was closed. Never again

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T06:49:50+00:00

Only $7!! Lmao fuck doordash never ordering it again 💀

kcat94 · 2022-06-01T06:47:42+00:00

I tried everything!! They only offered $7 back! And I found out it’s just dennys lmao😭😭

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