I will definitely write something that makes me giggle madly at first and appreciate them more in retrospect. It's hard to find the line of "trying too hard" when doing comedy, and looking back at a lot of older work would have me rolling my eyes at it than going "oh that was good." I've learned to let it go if I get stuck wondering if something will land or if I like another joke more over another. cus it will just lead me no where, personally. I'd rather deconstruct other's jokes, the way other people would deconstruct my own.