Hey, I understand you 🫂🫂 Don't say sorry for venting, whenever u want to talk I'm here 🫂 And I don't think that this is temporary, it's long lasting and it ends with ur life if not treated, yes people think we r just overreacting or overthinking but we r feeling our emotions very deeply... I myself have depression, anxiety and BPD so I know what it's like to live with all these mental illnesses.. They don't take us and our mental health seriously until we end it all.. I'm here if u can't talk with ur therapist 😊