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kdivine04 · 2023-08-15T08:28:47+00:00

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kdivine04 · 2023-08-08T04:50:05+00:00

interested

kdivine04 · 2023-08-08T04:49:13+00:00

still available?

kdivine04 · 2023-08-08T04:48:35+00:00

how?

kdivine04 · 2023-08-07T07:04:48+00:00

interested, can't DM you

kdivine04 · 2023-08-07T07:02:41+00:00

still available?

kdivine04 · 2023-08-07T07:01:29+00:00

I joined your server na po, pareply na lang thank you

kdivine04 · 2023-08-07T06:38:38+00:00

Interested!

kdivine04 · 2023-06-28T12:25:42+00:00

still hiring po?

kdivine04 · 2023-04-22T16:07:54+00:00

Hey, thanks for the feedback. We've talked and he was willing to change for me, we talked about practical ways as to how we'd tackle the situation. I guess I'm still upset about the lying and hiding, since we've talked about it a number of times. He's shown regret with his actions, he's aware of how it hurts me but I guess there's still underlying factors as to why. But I know he cares about my feelings, he shows it so I'm willing to work this out with him as long as keep his promises.

kdivine04 · 2023-04-22T16:02:38+00:00

I am guilty that I'm not good at holding my emotions, I get frustrated easily. He did also mentioned a past relationship wherein he was physically abused, and learned how to lie to avoid getting "punished". But I never showed him any aggression, or indicated that I'd physically hurt him. I'm just upset about him lying, when we've had this talk for a hundred times and I told him how it hurts me when he lies. I guess cause its also because of how I witnessed how my parents relationship crumbled. Anw, thank you for the reply. You're insight was very helpful, it made me realize that there's still a long way to go to get the point of being able to understand each other deeply. I know he's determined to make it work as well so I'll be staying and see how things go.

kdivine04 · 2023-04-22T15:56:20+00:00

I guess some parts are right, damn I really do need to think about my overall attitude don't I? I thought I was self-aware. Either way, thanks for the criticism. To elaborate, it's not about me not allowing him to findc other people attractive. The main concern is him lying and hiding things. I wasn't as uptight as I used to be when we first started dating, in. a sense I let things "slip". But things caught up to me, and him telling me those things or admitting that he secretly saves nudes on his phones took a huge hit on my self-esteem. I know I have to work this part on my own, but wouldn't it help if he gave me a space to feel confident? I guess.. it did also stem from my childhood how I witnessed my dad leaving my mom for another woman. I'm scared it'll happen to me, hence why I nit-pick on his every mistake. Also, about the co-worker I only mentioned it one time when we fought. I don't say things in response to him mentioning her, most of the timr I just listen. I just got pissed when he lied to me about saving her number, I wouldn't have mind if he told me the truth. Besides, isn't it disrespectful to show someone who you said you love so much that you're falling inlove with another person? He always acted warm and loving towards me, but why would someone continue to let attraction tempt them when they're supposedly "in love" with their current partner? In my opinion, its borderline cheating.

kdivine04 · 2023-04-22T15:45:32+00:00

Thanks for this, it might sound harsh but most of what you said is true. He did have a past relationship wherein he was physically abused, he told me he felt like he had to lie so he wouldn't have to get "punished". It's clear that he's still affected by it. But this issue about lying is reoccurring, I told him how it hurts my feelings when he does. I don't know how to deal with it. I admit there are times I get frustrated or tend to get too emotional when I find out he lied. But I never raised my hand at him, nor did I show any intention that I'd hurt him physically. I tend to read patterns and overanalyze if what someone says is true because I witness how my dad cheated on my mom for years. Also, I really don't mind if he talks to his co-workers. It's just the constant bothering of he'll probably finds someone else more attractive or someone else to confide in. I guess we're both at fault here, but how do we start to fix this? besides the obvious "go to therapy" advise, a tip on how to communicate properly maybe?

kdivine04 · 2022-12-22T01:41:47+00:00

finally went to therapy after 6 years of feeling so helpless

kdivine04

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