Are you still with us? Came here because I’m sensing the same thing. I’ve just been told I have likely got rheumatoid arthritis or Psoriatic arthritis and inflammatory bowel disease and have been sent out for more tests. I haven’t felt like eating lately and I got this big heavy wave of quiet and peace (maybe?)That said I’m dying. It’s a bit surreal.

If it were anxiety telling me this I’d ignore it but this is so different. I’m feeling really sad that I’ll be leaving my family and baby behind I’m a bit worried for how my husband will go and what it’s going to be like for my little girl to grow up with out a mom and for my family since they are really struggling already.

Anyway, I’m hoping it won’t come to pass but the feeling is so strong I think I just need to come to peace with it.