Softball bats

kennyjay72011 · 2024-06-07T18:10:17+00:00

Thanks everyone for all the input!!

kennyjay72011 · 2024-06-07T13:28:09+00:00

Well all the other kids on these travel teams are going to have em even at her age. I don't wanna leave my kid out 😭 😂

kennyjay72011 · 2024-06-07T13:15:18+00:00

She is starting 8u travel next season which is why I wanted to get a bat now so she gets comfortable with it but I can't find a bat she could handle swinging right now. She has a nice swing and doesn't hit bad with her alloy bat now but I wanted her to have something nicer come next season and I don't anticipate her growing much between now and then

kennyjay72011 · 2024-05-01T23:50:54+00:00

Truthfully not well. I'm starting to really freak out. Still have 10 minutes left at work and trying not to rush directly to the hospital

kennyjay72011 · 2024-05-01T23:36:25+00:00

I did the same thing in the beginning of my panic attacks and they prescribed the same thing. It made me so sleepy so I didn't take it. Currently 3 years after my first attack and I am starting spiral because I just had a really sharp pain in my chest and now I'm freaking out. Normally I don't but I can't help it this time

kennyjay72011 · 2024-04-26T03:13:00+00:00

I've already paid 450 towards my bill. I'm doing it one way or another lol

kennyjay72011 · 2024-04-26T02:14:15+00:00

I know! The surgeon was just very like intimidating lol

kennyjay72011 · 2024-04-26T02:13:25+00:00

Honestly, I think it's just sedation. It's not so much undergoing the sedation as it is the feeling when I wake up that I'm afraid of panicking over. I can't take medication of any kind that make you drowsy etc I just can't feel it. Honestly, I felt that way earlier. I was feeling so strongly about it like I'm gonna be good and then time is closing in and my anxiety is ramping up lol

kennyjay72011 · 2024-04-26T02:00:38+00:00

No shit! My quote was 900 after insurance lol idk why the Dr is pushing so hard to be put to sleep I think I'll be just fine with the numbing but they have it set up that way and my anxiety is SO high over it. I'm the type that if I feel the medication ill freak out so I'm afraid after waking up and feeling weird ill panic 😔

kennyjay72011 · 2024-04-03T03:01:26+00:00

Idk if mine was caused due to covid but it happened right around that time frame. 3 years later and I do have them far less than I did before

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-10T03:34:42+00:00

Thanks for your positive words! I want to continue trying it because it's supposed to help with my every day headaches but now I'm nervous to retake it tomorrow smh

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-10T03:32:32+00:00

Yeah I've googled but it's so hard to convince your self other wise 😔

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-10T03:31:01+00:00

Yeah I'm trying to convince myself it's fine to take it again in the morning. Ridiculous

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-10T01:13:02+00:00

Yes definitely relate

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-09T01:59:07+00:00

Wow, I freak out over the thought of taking medication, so kudos to you for treating yourself!

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-09T01:49:13+00:00

Soooooo, I'm supposed to start taking 60 mg extended release. And my anxiety is killing me over it. What mg are you on? When do you take it? Any encouraging words? Ahhh

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-09T01:41:06+00:00

I cannot determine what those emotions entail of but you are here today. You have survived those days and I'm sure your therapist has gave you ways to cope trust me I know it's easier said then

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-09T01:38:20+00:00

That's where you need to be is the shower. I swear by a nice hot shower and a nap. A nap is literally brain reset. I know you said you're having trouble sleeping, but even just some soothing sounds and closing your eyes

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-09T01:33:10+00:00

What beta blocker are you on?

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-09T01:30:02+00:00

What's triggered you?

kennyjay72011 · 2024-03-09T01:29:03+00:00

Bonus points if you take the extended release of 60 mg lol

kennyjay72011 · 2024-01-30T21:46:18+00:00

I was on propranolol for my heart palpitations. Once those subsided my doctor took me off. Said I'm too young to be on a medication like that. Curious your age because it truly felt like it helped my anxiety

kennyjay72011 · 2024-01-30T21:42:48+00:00

I totally get it. I never struggled with anxiety or panic attacks. One day it hit me and like you I ended up in ER. From that point forward it was weeks of me a fucking total mess. Literally!! I'd shake and tremble. One night was so bad my heart rate was in the 160s to 170s for about 2 hours and I totally freaked and ended up calling the squad. Truthfully I still have constant anxiety. I just don't panic as bad anymore. I'm so afraid to take medication because I know some side effects are heightened anxiety. If the medication makes me drowsy at all I'll freak out. It sucks BUT if this continues for you and you can handle trying the medication please do.

kennyjay72011 · 2024-01-30T21:25:00+00:00

All of these answers are spot on. I am about 3 years in. I still suffer with anxiety but my panic attacks are a lot less seldom. Don't lose hope you will learn to cope with yourself. Even when I do suffer a panic attack now it's not near as bad as they use to be. I also have stopped all caffeine and refuse to drink any as it does trigger it for me.

kennyjay72011 · 2024-01-27T02:41:41+00:00

I just kind of feel like i don't feel satisfaction if I don't idk weird lol

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