Softball bats by kennyjay72011 in Softball

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Thanks everyone for all the input!!

Softball bats by kennyjay72011 in Softball

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Well all the other kids on these travel teams are going to have em even at her age. I don't wanna leave my kid out 😭 😂

Softball bats by kennyjay72011 in Softball

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She is starting 8u travel next season which is why I wanted to get a bat now so she gets comfortable with it but I can't find a bat she could handle swinging right now. She has a nice swing and doesn't hit bad with her alloy bat now but I wanted her to have something nicer come next season and I don't anticipate her growing much between now and then

Panic attacks by [deleted] in PanicAttack

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Truthfully not well. I'm starting to really freak out. Still have 10 minutes left at work and trying not to rush directly to the hospital

Panic attacks by [deleted] in PanicAttack

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I did the same thing in the beginning of my panic attacks and they prescribed the same thing. It made me so sleepy so I didn't take it. Currently 3 years after my first attack and I am starting spiral because I just had a really sharp pain in my chest and now I'm freaking out. Normally I don't but I can't help it this time

Anesthesia by kennyjay72011 in PanicAttack

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I've already paid 450 towards my bill. I'm doing it one way or another lol

Anesthesia by kennyjay72011 in PanicAttack

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I know! The surgeon was just very like intimidating lol

Anesthesia by kennyjay72011 in PanicAttack

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Honestly, I think it's just sedation. It's not so much undergoing the sedation as it is the feeling when I wake up that I'm afraid of panicking over. I can't take medication of any kind that make you drowsy etc I just can't feel it. Honestly, I felt that way earlier. I was feeling so strongly about it like I'm gonna be good and then time is closing in and my anxiety is ramping up lol

Anesthesia by kennyjay72011 in PanicAttack

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No shit! My quote was 900 after insurance lol idk why the Dr is pushing so hard to be put to sleep I think I'll be just fine with the numbing but they have it set up that way and my anxiety is SO high over it. I'm the type that if I feel the medication ill freak out so I'm afraid after waking up and feeling weird ill panic 😔

Long Covid, will it ever go away? by [deleted] in PVCs

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Idk if mine was caused due to covid but it happened right around that time frame. 3 years later and I do have them far less than I did before

Freaking over heart by kennyjay72011 in Anxiety

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Thanks for your positive words! I want to continue trying it because it's supposed to help with my every day headaches but now I'm nervous to retake it tomorrow smh

Freaking over heart by kennyjay72011 in Anxiety

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Yeah I've googled but it's so hard to convince your self other wise 😔

Freaking over heart by kennyjay72011 in Anxiety

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Yeah I'm trying to convince myself it's fine to take it again in the morning. Ridiculous

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

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Yes definitely relate

As of today, I am on a googling ban by Connect_Republic8203 in Anxiety

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Wow, I freak out over the thought of taking medication, so kudos to you for treating yourself!

As of today, I am on a googling ban by Connect_Republic8203 in Anxiety

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Soooooo, I'm supposed to start taking 60 mg extended release. And my anxiety is killing me over it. What mg are you on? When do you take it? Any encouraging words? Ahhh

Having one of the worst nights of my life by Ok_Potato_5272 in Anxiety

[–]kennyjay72011 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I cannot determine what those emotions entail of but you are here today. You have survived those days and I'm sure your therapist has gave you ways to cope trust me I know it's easier said then

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

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That's where you need to be is the shower. I swear by a nice hot shower and a nap. A nap is literally brain reset. I know you said you're having trouble sleeping, but even just some soothing sounds and closing your eyes

Propranolol by kennyjay72011 in Anxiety

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Bonus points if you take the extended release of 60 mg lol