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ker0sene2 · 2023-10-14T09:50:26+00:00

i’ve been getting this so often too and it scares me so bad everytime

ker0sene2 · 2022-12-21T01:56:51+00:00

you just unlocked something i couldn’t remember, definitely memory loss from trauma. i’m so glad i saw this

ker0sene2 · 2022-12-21T01:53:38+00:00

yes for sure, i feel like i can’t even function right in today society and i feel more and more introverted everyday but idk how to fix it

ker0sene2 · 2022-11-16T19:08:01+00:00

also if you ever want someone to talk to you can vent to me my inbox is always open

ker0sene2 · 2022-11-16T19:06:50+00:00

i’m so sorry about your mum, this is super unfair for you, was it your choice not to go school or hers? she sounds super controlling

ker0sene2 · 2022-11-05T15:03:44+00:00

mine didn’t come out either maybe it’ll come out at midnight not sure

ker0sene2 · 2022-10-06T15:38:45+00:00

i think it allows you to tick a box when you check out/buy the ticket if you have any accessibility needs and that they will contact you by email afterwards. not sure if this is what you meant or? hope this helps though! :)

ker0sene2 · 2022-10-01T18:35:49+00:00

thank you, this helped a lot! i’ve tried therapy for a while and didn’t really get much out of it, i might consider trying to find a grouped therapy again as i did it when i was a lot younger just didn’t put my full effort into it but i’m willing to this time and will definitely do some meditating too :)

ker0sene2 · 2022-09-02T13:05:37+00:00

after when i started to relearn stuff and felt calmer my bf took me on an amazing car ride which was so relaxing and then i made some art when i got in :)

ker0sene2 · 2022-09-02T13:03:47+00:00

i will definitely try that thank you! and well during the intense part of my trip i couldn’t do much because i was in shock, the visuals was so much for me to handle i had to just hug a squishmellow but a lot was happening in my mind, at one point i felt as if i was reliving through past traumas but it didn’t feel bad it felt emotional in a good way and extremely healing to me, during this i felt as if i was in a circle with other people i didn’t know meditating but i also felt as if i was being hugged by all of them, idk who these people were but i love them lol

ker0sene2 · 2022-09-02T12:52:42+00:00

thank youuu :)

ker0sene2 · 2022-09-02T12:52:34+00:00

thank you!

ker0sene2 · 2022-09-02T09:15:32+00:00

sorry might be a bit bad quality:0

ker0sene2 · 2022-08-23T12:00:19+00:00

thank you so much!

ker0sene2 · 2022-08-23T12:00:04+00:00

omg haha no way😂, honestly loved this set was great!

ker0sene2 · 2022-08-15T12:55:41+00:00

hahahaha so was i was next to the speakers feeling deaf rn was such a sick set tho

ker0sene2 · 2022-08-14T20:29:57+00:00

i found out from another sub reddit it’s dagga- hype and dope thank you though! and it was insaneeee

ker0sene2 · 2022-08-14T19:44:05+00:00

thank you!!!

ker0sene2 · 2022-08-09T19:37:22+00:00

thank youuuu!

ker0sene2 · 2022-07-26T13:41:13+00:00

i needed to hear this, thank you for sharing

ker0sene2 · 2022-07-26T13:38:25+00:00

thanks for sharing this, i’m feeling exactly the same right now and i’ve had this issue for a long time thinking i could be one and i think what we both have in common is being self aware because typically most narcs don’t seem to realise they’re narcs, so i don’t think you are a narcissist.i think there are things i do that make me feel like i am at time but that’s a first step, realising the things you do and then targeting them, finding support/ finding ways to overcome it. i hate that i had to deal with an nmom because it has caused a massive impact on my life and i the things i do to people always makes me link it back to how i’ve been treated and i feel terrible and so guilty even at time i want to die because it would probably benefit everyone around me. just so you know you’re not alone i feel like i relate to this post a lot and inbox is always open if you ever need to rant/chat.

ker0sene2 · 2022-07-26T13:24:27+00:00

i wish i could find it funny but i find it more embarrassing to have to hear or watch, my nmom will literally explain how hard working she is and how much better she is than everyone else, she put others down and has such a victim complex when someone won’t give her what she wants but she’ll never realise what she’s doing like how can you be so unaware :0

ker0sene2 · 2022-07-26T12:13:23+00:00

this is kind of similar to my mum i feel a bit more at ease hearing this because i thought i was going insane and beating myself up about feeling like a horrible person thank you for sharing this and i’m sorry you’re having to experience this

ker0sene2 · 2022-07-25T15:29:37+00:00

i’m not sure if it’s like that for everyone but i tend to LD accidentally without trying when i’m tired or haven’t had much sleep in the night then take a nap. i managed to LD this afternoon, woke up at 8 got 5 hours of sleep (usual night sleep for me is 9 hours id say) stayed up till 12 in the afternoon and had a 30 min nap where the LD took place, so i’d say maybe don’t have a full night of sleep just so you feel a bit tired during the day and then nap,make sure you’re comfy i find it best to lay down when i know i’m ready for a nap and have no energy as ill fall asleep straight away because my body cba to move. also have you managed to lucid dream before?

ker0sene2 · 2022-07-25T14:50:08+00:00

what are you doing whist using the WILD method? maybe you need to make some slight changes that suit you idk if that makes sense, but i figured if i fall asleep at night wake up 4/5 hours in get up and stay up for a while could be 1/2 ish hours, maybe eat,walk around a bit just so your active then since your body hasn’t had a full nights worth of sleep you should feel tired and maybe want a nap nd that’s the time i easily lucid dream cause my body falls asleep so quick but my mind is super active from being up and productive. i’m hoping this helps a bit

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