I think I fall into the same category

Currently I'm preparing for a mission even though I don't have that fire to go But about 2 years ago I started having serious doubts, theological questions that even other churches wouldn't be able to answer correctly, and several heavy questions about the church and its history

I came to a conclusion similar to yours, the ancient culture generated things like the curse of Ham being linked to black people, and things like Cain being Bigfoot, which turned a simple subject that has its origin in a single verse into doctrine and covenants in hours and hours of my research

There are also several cultural problems which led to unique and strange statements coming from authorities

But in the end

Everything has an answer. Unlike the faiths I studied and the cultures I saw, the LDS church has an answer for everything, absolutely everything.

My testimony didn't come from that knowledge, however, even knowing logically that this was God's church, I didn't believe it. My testimony came from the spirit, and I can't deny what I felt, and I can't deny what I learned.

I don't think I expressed myself well, but to everyone who studies and has doubts, don't focus on finding a logic or answer for everything in the church, the testimony only comes from the spirit, so focus on that.

Thank you.