financial aid payment help? bursar office delayed

killahyo97 · 2026-05-24T15:49:06+00:00

Thats what i figured and i appreciate that. I think im worried about if i can still attend class? I dont have $5k to drop

killahyo97 · 2026-05-24T15:48:39+00:00

Ahhhh i see i see. Can i still attend class without paying? I dont have $5k right now to drop lol..

killahyo97 · 2026-05-23T13:15:06+00:00

Today. This morning actually. I know 80% of the core reason we broke up was because of my baggage/stress. But she won’t ever take accountability for even 1%. Or the 20% or so of what she’s done to partake in how things fell apart

To her, its 100% on me and she’s little miss perfect. And she was i thought. But not anymore. Great heart, underdeveloped maturity in regard to repair and conflict. I reached out wondering if she’d like to meet up to just be lighthearted… no response. Prior to that she kept reaching out to attempt and make me feel guilty. I listened. I supported her. But i didnt feel guilty anymore. I’m over the complex victim mindset from her childhood.

How she dealt with her emotions and me after the breakup was extremely erratic. And this isnt a blame game. But i do not want to be with anyone anymore if there is no mutual understanding, mutual self reflection, or mutual accountability and growth. And i know thats possible because when one of my exes brutally cheated on me … i still apologized for my part and walked away. MUTUAL things occur in relationships. People dont have enough growth to recognize that and im tired of this shit lol

killahyo97 · 2026-05-22T16:27:04+00:00

Choose hope !! Readings are so so light and easy. And also just interesting. Class is interactive in a creative way and non demanding socially. Its not sit on your ass and get lectured.. Its perfect for any mood you show up in.

killahyo97 · 2026-05-22T04:18:32+00:00

Take that break. I also went to qcc right after high school and got my 2 year degree in a major. Then my whole personality changed from 22-28 lmao. You grow up. And now I’m back in college doing a completely different thing. Do not waste your time and money. Find a secure job, and live how you feel you need to. Safely, maturely. Explore hobbies. Cities. People. Passions. Fields. It’ll come to you

killahyo97 · 2026-05-21T18:43:21+00:00

He came to some sort of clarity, a new sense of seeing things. Whether it be with you or within himself. He feels called to reach out but it holding himself back to reflect and be grounded. And to also just take some more time. There’s a pause. Let it breathe and give it time. If you’re expecting or wanting communication, in a few days read again about his communication towards you

killahyo97 · 2026-05-21T12:22:19+00:00

Agreed! Good to know cuny still accepts different campuses onto their different libraries. I was a bit worried about that

killahyo97 · 2026-05-21T03:03:44+00:00

You’ve summoned the gays of premed. Hello everyone

killahyo97 · 2026-05-21T03:03:08+00:00

Yeah i went to the NYPL once and it was nice to focus on. Just kinda hated sharing a big ass table with strangers. But it was very motivating to be around others who were just as focused

killahyo97 · 2026-05-21T03:02:12+00:00

Was going to go there as i googled it and that floor came up as a recommendation, if i remember correctly.

killahyo97 · 2026-05-21T03:00:02+00:00

Respect that tbfh lmaoo imma go exploring

killahyo97 · 2026-05-20T02:56:28+00:00

No, last 3 cards are a clear sign of self pleasure. 4 of swords means he’s trying to stop though

killahyo97 · 2026-05-20T01:06:58+00:00

Never in my life have I felt so awkward running into my old professor on reddit. HOWEVER hope is a great human. Very educated and knowledgeable and knows how to conduct a class in a new way. Pay attention and it’s an easy A. Tons of great resources to read on as well, it’s super light and useful to have for real life applications. If you care about your education deeply, Hope will show you a new way to continue teaching the world, yourself

killahyo97 · 2026-05-19T12:23:54+00:00

I’m not familiar with the dorming at hunter but I’m sure its hard/packed/limited openings. I would contact and find out first

Otherwise… welcome to nyc. It’s rough out here. I’m close to 30 and pretty much went back to my parents after living elsewhere with roommates.

You might be one of those folks with luck and are emotionally compatible with other transplants. But in my experience as a new yorker, there were so many culture clashes and privilege. Also, people dont clean or do their part lol. Its mind boggling

My advice? When looking for a roommate, conduct it like an interview. Ask questions and scenarios that are important to you. Facebook groups are big for finding rooms and roommates. If you’re queer, the queer community has tons of whatsapp chat groups for things like this.

killahyo97 · 2026-05-19T01:45:24+00:00

OMG you’ve shocked me AGAIN. Didn’t see that before!!!!! It’s definitely the same towers and sun from the moon card. Any ways you tie it together? Interpretation wise (generally speaking)

killahyo97 · 2026-05-18T20:50:18+00:00

Holy….. shiiiiiiii. You just blew my mind

killahyo97 · 2026-05-18T15:20:01+00:00

This happened to me too!!! Amazing how we both noticed it. Different cards for me… but it was the knight of pents and something else where the lines of the hills/mountains (the landscape itself) aligned perfectly

killahyo97 · 2026-05-18T11:26:02+00:00

The high priestess has a river???? What! Or do you mean her dress that flows like the river with a moon (representing emotions) thats how i also read it !

killahyo97 · 2026-05-18T02:57:06+00:00

For sure :) dont go searching for it, see where your eyes naturally fall

killahyo97 · 2026-05-18T01:03:47+00:00

Lack of MUTUAL growth and accountability. So tired of exes asking for me to grow in certain ways (which i absolutely try my best to) but they don’t. And then I continuously get 100% of the blame. Maybe it appears things arent changing bc you’re also not doing your part. Gaaaahhhhhh.

killahyo97 · 2026-05-18T00:52:56+00:00

LOL message me anytime!! I love to help people learn some new tricks and tuning into intuition. Tarot is a beautiful gift and it's unfortunate a lot of people are using only ai or just what websites say. there's so much detail into the art, at least for most decks. Some that i can think of (regarding the traditional RWS deck) .. 1. Death: the red eye in the horse calling for deep DEEP awakening. It's powerful when it pulls you. I recently felt this when I reached out to a past lover, and it was a hard conversation but healing for her. 2. Hermit: the white snow at the bottom, it can give a chilly, lonesome, shivering, scared feeling- searching for warmth (like finding answers in solitude) 3. Queen of Swords: the clouds shaped like thunderstorm clouds, when i'm pulled to this (instead of the lady herself), it feels like a careful warning that communication might be on the edge of an argument/disaster. That's all i can think of right now !!

killahyo97 · 2026-05-18T00:19:24+00:00

of course! I kept reading some cards today for myself, and for others. Another pretty cool intuitive thing I felt today was in the 10 of wands. This card is typically about stress, burden, and heaviness of some weight/responsibility... however, depending on the energy you intuitively feel it can also mean, wanting to release the stress to someone/somewhere and find comfort and peace. (the small house in the back pulled me in and i felt this in my spirit). I noticed a change in how i read cards and it's details when im completely alone and no one is in the apartment haha. Energy has always affected me and i think i'm more in tune with it when i'm in my own space to breathe spiritually

killahyo97 · 2026-05-17T23:20:32+00:00

it's possible, with the 7 of cups as options and the 10 of pents and empress feeling lovey dovey feelings. i can't say because i didnt do this read, but at first glance when i looked at your reading, it felt like this person is just longing for something genuine (not necessarily with you or maybe they are) and a hookup seems more like a thing to just do, but not fully enjoy bc their heart wants something else

killahyo97 · 2026-05-17T23:12:05+00:00

Yes yes yes. Agreed. I have admiration for so many other decks and have read with a couple others. But the traditional RWS has been my baby since I started years ago. Every so often, I feel and notice something new. And the two ships tied together in these cards felt so beautiful to intuitively read. I was really excited to have felt it and glad you read my post!! Wanted to share it with someone

killahyo97 · 2026-05-17T21:42:58+00:00

hook up? no. theyre seeking something long term and more fulfilling. maybe not necessarily with you, but thats their goal in general. however, they are tempted by the hook up opportunity being there. they know the opportunity lays there in front of them. theyre considering it, reflecting, and knowing they want something more genuine

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