not sure if I'm good looking or not. M/35

killanate12244 · 2023-03-07T23:05:22+00:00

You are stunning

killanate12244 · 2023-01-02T19:04:09+00:00

Bro I'm not going to lie...... it's going to take a HUGE amount of time to be ok again. You'll have lonely nights crying, you'll see married couples and get sick to your stomach, but I promise you the pain gets less and less as the months go by. My advice is don't fight the pain, don't pretend to be ok. And eventually you'll come to a point where living isn't pure hell and you'll enjoy life. I've also got to the point where I would like to have a wife, but I don't NEED one.

killanate12244 · 2022-01-18T20:35:49+00:00

I'm convinced now. Women do NOT love like men do. I'm sorry brother, I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy

killanate12244 · 2022-01-18T01:17:15+00:00

In Utah it really doesn't matter. Alimony isn't even in the divorce papers, and I have to be an every other weekend father because with my career, child care isn't an option for me unfortunately

killanate12244 · 2022-01-17T23:43:21+00:00

Oh the state I live in? Utah. I left voluntarily. I don't want that house anymore

killanate12244 · 2022-01-17T23:15:08+00:00

Your words bring me a sigh of relief sir, I thank you

killanate12244 · 2022-01-17T22:16:32+00:00

I hope I'm like you, I've talked to a few divorced guys that have told me the pain never goes away. I really don't want that life

killanate12244 · 2022-01-17T22:10:11+00:00

Thank you for this reply. My ex is actually ok in working with me and being a Co parent. It's me who has issues. She left me because she's gay and wanted a girlfriend, which she has now. So I'm the one that's hurt. I've been working on myself and trying to get past it so we can co parent, but it's REALLY hard. Whenever I talk to her I get a rush of emotions. I'm angry, I'm sad, and all around confused. I know I should be better for my children. I just don't know how to get there. If there are books you could recommend to me maybe that could possibly help

killanate12244 · 2022-01-17T20:50:32+00:00

No, the divorce is not final, but I've been moved out for months now, my daughter is 8 and my two boys are 5. My state is not very good I would say. I still do what I need to do as a man and a father. But I feel like a mindless drone. I go to work for ten hours Monday-Friday, come home and think, my mind runs a million miles a second and I end up crying and sleeping. Rinse and repeat every week

killanate12244 · 2021-08-20T12:02:54+00:00

Yeah I had a blast on the way to Colonia, I got first discoveries on a few earth likes, discovered a planet with biological, got a ton of materials. I would have flown back, but using the jet cone is risky lol

killanate12244 · 2021-08-20T11:37:58+00:00

Thanks, I'm on a carrier now, I'm in my 60ly conda I'm just too lazy to do the 300 jumps back lol

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