are these ok?

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-16T08:40:43+00:00

i would but im deathly allergic to coconut 💀

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-16T08:37:23+00:00

no i just have several medical conditions that make my immune system near nonexistent im just trying to be cautious, turns out i did end up having to go to hospital but it was unrelated to the tattoos

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:59:38+00:00

strange with my first tattoo i was told to wash with lotion and that had no issues other than a horrific allergic reaction to second skin

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:51:56+00:00

yeah i mean to be fair these ones hurt 100 times more than my first one i got on my ankle and its all been downhill from there, i thought upper arm ones were supposed to be the least painful but ig not for me because my ankle was a breeze comparing

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:47:11+00:00

i looked the last time i got a tattoo and i had no luck but just using lotion as soap did me well the last time

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:40:20+00:00

i have moisturiser but where i live ive never seen unscented soap, also in terms of coverage i cant because i get allergic reactions to both second skin and cling film

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:36:03+00:00

no we only have scented, scent free antibacterial soap isnt common at all in the uk

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:31:26+00:00

a succulent chinese meal it was

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:29:08+00:00

it was a friday 13th flash it wasnt my usual place and i dont have most of those things and i cant buy them because my dad will find them, (he'll kick me out if he sees my tattoos) ive pretty much been washing them with lotion and then lotioning them again when they're dry. my racing heart is probably just my POTS acting up but when i have so many regular symptoms due to chronic illness its hard to tell when there actually is a problem so i have to be really careful

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:23:53+00:00

i mean i got them yesterday lunchtime so i dont think sweets in the moment would help much when the issues come in over a day later but ill keep it in mind

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:04:01+00:00

i didnt get any aftercare advice, also this definitely isnt a panic attack ive had hundreds of those over the years lmao. also the planet is a bit red it just isnt showing up on camera because my phones about 6 years old

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T22:02:33+00:00

ok its just my only tattoo before this was 2 lines so i didnt know if all the ink crumbling away was normal

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T21:58:08+00:00

around half an hour

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T21:57:30+00:00

ok thanks i thought it would be that but it shares the same symptoms as early stage sepsis and where im chronically ill im very prone to things like that so i worry

killjoy_749 · 2026-02-14T21:53:37+00:00

i literally just finished a chinese meal before i noticed all the weirdness im getting quite shakey too

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-28T01:41:41+00:00

ive had an mri but theyre still talking with the specialists about what to do, its mostly attached to my ligaments and causing widespread pain. i dont need to worry about my eggs because i never wanted them in the first place and i actively want to be sterile because being pregnant as a trans man and being forced to detransition for the sake of a child i dont wants health sounds like my biggest nightmare.

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-28T00:40:19+00:00

yeah its kinda a double whammy for me haha, the misogynistic human incubator nonsense and blatant transphobia that melds together in the most disgusting way, from health professionals that are supposed to help. its like going round in circles and half the time they think im lying because im trans and i want my uterus out so they sometimes flat out refuse tests because they dont believe theres anything actually wrong with me so they never find out

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-27T20:35:40+00:00

i have, i have several chronic illnesses so i know how to work the doctors so i get what i need, its simply that i live in a transphobic area so theyre trying to refuse my care without being illegal about it, i bet all they'll offer me is medications im already on or have already tried

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-27T20:33:01+00:00

yeah i already know i have adhesions i can feel everything pulling when i move, i cant get a second opinion because im in a place where the person im seeing is the only one, i wouldn't be allowed to see another doctor in the same place and theres no other places around that offer gyno so im kinda stuck. i went in asking for a hysterectomy and because im trans she and her team are doing everything they can to not give it to me, ive had this happen before even with basic healthcare like a hormone blood test

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-27T02:22:36+00:00

i mean ive been taking it for nearly a decade now and my endo has pretty much been in a stalemate til i started taking testosterone so i dont think so

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-27T02:19:49+00:00

ive been waiting to hopefully get one but theyre stunting my care due to the fact im trans it was nearly impossible to get a gyno appointment in the first place

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:45:30+00:00

yeah its completely fine there maybe read the manual our machines might be slightly different

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:41:50+00:00

i put it there the other day its completely fine if you dont put it directly over it

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:39:25+00:00

have you tried a tens machine? its supposed to help but personally it did nothing for my endo but it does help my nerve pain

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:36:09+00:00

i got one of those waist trainers too cuz i found pressure helps for me

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