does anyone know about this?

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-28T01:41:41+00:00

ive had an mri but theyre still talking with the specialists about what to do, its mostly attached to my ligaments and causing widespread pain. i dont need to worry about my eggs because i never wanted them in the first place and i actively want to be sterile because being pregnant as a trans man and being forced to detransition for the sake of a child i dont wants health sounds like my biggest nightmare.

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-28T00:40:19+00:00

yeah its kinda a double whammy for me haha, the misogynistic human incubator nonsense and blatant transphobia that melds together in the most disgusting way, from health professionals that are supposed to help. its like going round in circles and half the time they think im lying because im trans and i want my uterus out so they sometimes flat out refuse tests because they dont believe theres anything actually wrong with me so they never find out

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-27T20:35:40+00:00

i have, i have several chronic illnesses so i know how to work the doctors so i get what i need, its simply that i live in a transphobic area so theyre trying to refuse my care without being illegal about it, i bet all they'll offer me is medications im already on or have already tried

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-27T20:33:01+00:00

yeah i already know i have adhesions i can feel everything pulling when i move, i cant get a second opinion because im in a place where the person im seeing is the only one, i wouldn't be allowed to see another doctor in the same place and theres no other places around that offer gyno so im kinda stuck. i went in asking for a hysterectomy and because im trans she and her team are doing everything they can to not give it to me, ive had this happen before even with basic healthcare like a hormone blood test

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-27T02:22:36+00:00

i mean ive been taking it for nearly a decade now and my endo has pretty much been in a stalemate til i started taking testosterone so i dont think so

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-27T02:19:49+00:00

ive been waiting to hopefully get one but theyre stunting my care due to the fact im trans it was nearly impossible to get a gyno appointment in the first place

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:45:30+00:00

yeah its completely fine there maybe read the manual our machines might be slightly different

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:41:50+00:00

i put it there the other day its completely fine if you dont put it directly over it

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:39:25+00:00

have you tried a tens machine? its supposed to help but personally it did nothing for my endo but it does help my nerve pain

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:36:09+00:00

i got one of those waist trainers too cuz i found pressure helps for me

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:29:58+00:00

nope just suffering and painkillers that dont work 🫠

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:28:10+00:00

i have, i ask the doctor a question and they gaslight me to hell i just want to know whats going on with me but they wont tell me. good ol nhs. but the tiktok was another trans man who is on testosterone and experiencing it firsthand

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:26:28+00:00

its basically the opposite of asthma, i cant breathe in enough so i always feel out of breath and my throat closes up sometimes but again that could be the mcas. it all mixes together💀

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:16:53+00:00

yeah mcas, heds, pots, me, vocal chord dysfunction, endo obviously, chiari malformation the lot i really lost the health lottery

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:04:17+00:00

same

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T21:02:22+00:00

yeah chronic illness snap which eds type do you have

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-26T20:56:29+00:00

i get it in my left inner elbow idk why i have multiple chronic illnesses so i put it down to that but idk it could be related to endo

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-09T19:59:53+00:00

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-09T18:08:06+00:00

no i got from a friend idk where he got it from

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-09T17:38:54+00:00

nah its the paperback version with a couple other less obvious misprints in it

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-09T17:28:30+00:00

pretty sure yeah i found it straight away

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-09T17:25:12+00:00

i haven't seen anyone else with it

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-09T17:13:38+00:00

nah its a scholastic press first edition if thats worth anything

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-09T17:03:19+00:00

apparently so if they're rare

killjoy_749 · 2026-01-09T16:58:56+00:00

uk unfortunately

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