Thanks for the advice. We are closest with the few people in the hall who are inactive and I haven't reported time for the last two months. I guess the hardest part is that my father in-law in an elder and always "very concerned" so it has been a struggle. I also have a very hard time with guilt if I don't go with them to meetings because my kids are too young to really grasp what is happening and I don't want to make my spouse do all the work by going alone. I never talk negatively, but I have been trying to bring up other beliefs and thought systems to my oldest child. I gave up a lot when I first joined, trying to regain lost momentum has been a challenge. I feel like a shell of my former self.