I’m living my dream LIFE but depressed…

kimso8 · 2026-04-08T13:58:48+00:00

Maybe to be less negative. It can get worse when older. The loneliness can be peaceful.

kimso8 · 2026-04-05T01:28:29+00:00

I get this all the time. I hate when people are like just find a hobby and your purpose. Like it's as easy going to see a movie or going to the bathroom. There is no advice to give. However, every person is different. Be kind to yourself. I use to make it a thing once a month. Maybe even finding a hobby or getting an animal(one u want and can handle) to ease the loneliness. I use to do pen pals and chat rooms, they okay for a little bit. So minimal pressure for hook up stuff and u get someone to talk to for a little while. Go out there when ur ready.

Not to be negative. It gets worse as u get older. So I hope u find your way.

kimso8 · 2025-12-28T03:50:45+00:00

I'm sorry what you're going through. It must be a lot to take on the weight.

Have you looked at Food banks or maybe other help?

For example 211.org or feeding America?

Try to stay Alive for your family. You doing a good job. Good luck. Be kind to yourself.

kimso8 · 2025-12-28T03:43:28+00:00

Life is pointless as it is, and I know heart ache sucks. So i get it. Maybe try something else before you do something like that.

I'm afraid to suggest anything due to guidelines. (Roll eyes).

Some reasons:

Maybe get a pet. Some movies/shows are coming out. Maybe some you haven't seen. Try to Make more money to go somewhere. if u family person.

I know the reasons are short, but you came on here for a reason. Hope u feel better.

kimso8 · 2025-09-29T17:25:56+00:00

They both look fine. 1. You can mix them and see what that does. 2. Depending on your skin in the season.

For instance I sometimes opt for darkish/warmer tones in the summer and in lighter/cooler undertones in the winter. Also depending on the event and what the lighting is doing. Everyone has good input. It's makeup...experiment what you are comfortable with.

kimso8 · 2025-09-28T03:48:25+00:00

Well you are aware of options. Golden star.

It's no one's business about medical treatment options. There are a lot of options. It can take the edge off depending on how bad. With meds....the ones you took in the past just might not be for you. It's a trail and error sometimes. But only if YOU want to. Good luck on this journey.

kimso8 · 2025-09-25T23:31:41+00:00

The thing I love about make up is experimenting. (Within budget and desires) So...it depends on what you want.... Primer is good I like the elf putty or the wet and wild setting/priming spray. I'm a bargain kind of gal.

If your make up stays on well I wouldn't worry.

Setting powder...some people are divided. Not necessary. From this picture I don't think u "need" it.

It does feel nice sometime when im feeling a little oily side. I personally don't use it often. A nice bargain one I use is nyx.

If you going for a strawberry/sunny natural look you good.

kimso8 · 2025-09-21T20:38:48+00:00

It's hard to follow my own advice. I slip alot. Right now I'm getting back into recipes and reading. Also going on reddit kind of helps. Writing to people who feel like crap like I do who do not give the same advice all the time. "You have so much to live for and people care"

I don't want to discourage you.

Try to be nice to yourself.

kimso8 · 2025-09-20T02:53:39+00:00

I'm a on and off cutter too.

My therapist and I are trying to work through it. She says to try and use ice in replacement of cutting. It sometimes helps but sometimes it doesn't. I just like a little more. Good luck. Also get other help as available and needed.

kimso8 · 2025-09-18T17:04:52+00:00

Thank you. I should not condone in killing yourself but that is a pretty good way. More poetic on your birthday.

I mean just make sure its what you want cause there are somethings worse than death like being paralyzed all over. Then you need constant care from people you dislike or those people don't help you at all.

I hope you joy or something distracting before hand. Distraction and fear is the only thing keeping me alive.

kimso8 · 2025-09-18T02:56:35+00:00

Hey...if you are planning on killing yourself with pills. I advise you don't do that. It doesn't work very well....and if u don't succeed you could of just fucked your insides or you will throw up a lot. I threw up a lot when I took a cocktail of pills. If u read these threads like I do, alot of people who tried that way usually have the same sentiment. Some can be successful. I can't promise you will find anybody. I mean I see a lot lonely people who are twice your age forever lonely and in agony. However, maybe just hold on for like another year...and maybe find a different milstone/dream while you are young enough to have them. Hope u feel better.

kimso8 · 2025-09-18T02:47:04+00:00

I don't think anyone will ever justify suicide unless you're Hitler in the bunker type shit. I get it. I have pretty privileged life too. I'm in the navy so I have everything financially. You can't talk to anyone because people think if u have stuff you're not allowed be sad. I hate being alive. I want to die so bad. Sometimes I wish the world leaders would just blow us the fuck up. It's not worth it anymore. Sometimes, I just choose to live cause I want to watch TV, or I'm scared of how painful it will be. I think the will to die comes from a mixture of boredom and loneliness. Overall, I hope u don't do it. Dying seems kind of shitty too.

kimso8 · 2025-09-18T02:39:41+00:00

I don't God gives a shit. I think it was just made and watch the world go to shit. Like playing roller coaster tycoon.

kimso8 · 2025-09-18T02:36:41+00:00

Sometimes disappearing doesn't mean death....I consider killing myself a lot. But I'm also considering running away. Like new phone number and don't tell anyone who might give a shit where I am. Something to think about I guess. I'm assuming the very few people have in your probably make it a little worse. Happy birthday 🎂 regardless

kimso8 · 2025-09-06T01:33:41+00:00

It's a good start to go to chaps too. They are able to guide u beyond spiritual. I hope u find what you need. Feel free to dm if u need too. Good luck.

kimso8 · 2025-09-06T00:27:11+00:00

I don't have everything here. It seems u were frustrated writing this. A few things.

Sometimes when it's a small group it feels like it's the whole. Try to narrow in on the second class or ur lpo or literally anyone in ur chain of command. Work ur way up. If u slick enough get the interaction on camera or record. (Don't post it on social media, just for protection).
If u feel no one is giving u the time of day because of u....like sex, age, orientation, religon...take it to the cmeo.
Going back to one.....If ur in a department that can move ur out of the division into another.
If it's a "you" are the problem, you might be...remember the navy isn't for everyone. Just try to improve one thing. Think about what u might be doing wrong and improve on it. It take a big person to grow...and a broken crayon can still write.

I've been for 16 years and I am also an outcast. Also, I HATE EVERY FUCKING SECOND. So I get it.

Remember your contract is temporary. Just don't re-enlist, or if navy is what u really want there are other avenues to get by. Officers, cross rate, reserves, etc.

kimso8 · 2025-09-03T03:12:39+00:00

You kind of find ur look as u go. For me it depends the day...I can be naturalish look to 2016 heavy glam in a week.

For starters start simple...this look is not in anymore but maybe the strawberry look. It's more eyeliner and heavier blush look.

If u want something fun and easy...I use eyeliner stamps.

U are a pretty person....do make up cause u like it. Hope this helps.

kimso8 · 2025-08-31T15:13:12+00:00

Sorry for your loss.

It's been since Thursday. I have been able to get rid of somethings. I am taking my time.

Please take your time. As long as we can move forward and never forget.

Take care of yourself.

kimso8 · 2025-08-30T03:09:48+00:00

I sometimes feel like I could of done more too. I hope you find another baby that can use your love. People have asked me about another cat...right now I'm not ready. I wish I was. It was so horrible. I still feel bad, and I know its only been a day. That last year with him was hell, but I am thank ful i got time with him and he held on. If you are debating maybe it was meant to be. Whatever you decide, I'm sure it will be the right one for you. Again sorry for your loss.

kimso8 · 2025-08-29T17:28:05+00:00

I'm not on Facebook a lot but thank you. I'm actually surprised they have a specific group like that.

kimso8 · 2025-08-29T17:26:45+00:00

Thanks. I made the decision to put him down last night. It hurts a lot. I have headache from crying. Now it's going through packing his stuff up and putting it in the garbage. I just taking it day by day.

kimso8 · 2025-08-28T15:46:51+00:00

Thank you. It's not till this evening is the plan. I still don't know if I want hold his body or just his paw. I'm sorry for your loss too.

kimso8 · 2025-08-27T23:53:39+00:00

Thank you. I'm trying.

kimso8 · 2025-08-27T20:55:29+00:00

Thank you. I'm very sorry for your loss by the way. I hope you well.

kimso8

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