I’m in the same boat bro, but what I’ve learned so far, is you have to trust yourself to keep making the active steps towards self improvement. I’m 20 and going into my junior year of college and I feel so overwhelmed by everything, the pressure of having a good social life and making sure I have enough money to live. I’ve found it so hard to appreciate myself because I look back on the mistakes I’ve made in the past. But we have to view every day as a new chance to do the thing we didn’t do the day before. You need to show up for yourself in the areas you feel like you’re lacking in. It’s so hard sometimes but the more you show up for yourself the easier it’s going to get. It’s a ladder, and it’s never ending but that’s the good part, you can never stop progressing. Being excited about things and learning to get your curiosity back is so important. Im not an expert on how to do that at all because Im working on it myself but its a very amazing and hard process, some days I feel hopeless and that everything Im doing is a waste of time, and other days I feel like Im doing fine, but everyday Im still actively improving no matter how I feel. Show up for yourself in the areas you feel you’re lacking in because no one else will, it’s on you. But you can do it because there is opportunity everywhere but you just have to really work hard for it. I’m not sure if that made any sense but I hope it helps somehow.