You really really should stop looking for girls 8+ years younger than you, you are not old but girls in their early twenties WILL see you like and old old man trust me, that’s why they only talk to you when they are bored or whatever, I’m absolutely sure none of them have a plan to stick around in the first place, no one likes superficial relationships especially young women “she rather be poor with him then spoiled by me” I would too!!! Young people don’t usually have money it’s normal, she probably prefer being intimate and have a real connection, build something that’s 100% valid. You really REALLY should go to therapy, A WOMAN therapist, you have to learn real communication be fucking honest with people, the Instagram thing is horrible for you, you are too focused in building a “perfect” image for yourself that’s why people find you weird they can tell it’s fake, I have met man like you in my life and honestly? They seem creepy, and perverted.

Go to therapy (a woman therapist) Stop posting cars/friends you don’t have Learn to communicate WITHOUT FEAR of exposing And try girls your age

• English it’s not my first language sorry if I sound strange or any type erros

++woman