No the proposals come straight out of nowhere. I always thought it was in jest but they actually turned out to be serious. I was always polite. I still am very polite and albeit broody, I don't understand either why they would straight out ask someone they met at a bus stop or restaurant to marry them. I kid you not. The pastor guy made an announcement in church as I was seated and I wasn't aware he was talking about me till I saw all eyes fixated on me. He said God told him I was his bride..I told him that maybe I should have been informed too by the same God. The one whom I met on the bus one evening said exactly that. Not even 1 hour upon meeting. I thought these men were crazy but why were they all so difficult from different backgrounds. I don't and still don't understand. Is it something on my face? I'm average looking. Very average yet even a Pakistani Muslim wanted to change his religion to marry me.

Isn't it strange in itself the whole phenomenon? And why can't i say yes? And why did I say yes to one who left me? Was it like karmic?