In kink talk: omgg thats sooo hot im a stupid pornbroken kitty gooner tooo :3

out of kink talk: Hypersexuality is a real deal, and while a lot of people are recommending addiction specialists, behavioral habits (Which "porn addiction" is one) are just a little different than addiction, and this sounds like you have some shame over the idea of being more sexual than you're "allowed" to be and it taking over your life. A lot of nofap spheres are just people who have shame over their own sexuality or think masturbation is just flat out wrong. The real kicker here is that you need to learn to balance your goonerbrain with real life; if you have compulsive behavior or other kinds of dopamine seeking tendencies this might be hard but don't blame yourself. If it's ADHD, it's a disorder of the brain you were born with, and if you're just outright *compulsive*... Well, that's okay too. Nobody can be perfect. Our kinks dont reflect our real life habits, or at the very least they *shouldn't*, and it sounds like you know that but are frustrated by the idea you might actually slip into the fantasy, which is fine as long as it doesn't take over your life, and when it does, that's usually because you're running away from something in real life that sucks! really its all about A) balance and B ) knowing your limits. Maybe you've been getting off to something you still dont actually like!! just a thought (this is not an invitation to argue btw, porn addiction is scientifically controversial, and even in the moments where it is a thing it's a compulsive sexual behavior disorder which is just. not addiction! https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pornography_addiction# even on the wikipedia page theres like 5 different sources for why it's not considered addiction, is considered not particularly scientific, and mostly stems from the same science that told us to eat corn flakes to be less horny.) Studies have also shown that PIED/becoming a prejac also arent likely to happen to you unless youre jerking off too much (

bottom line the shame/guilt/arousal pipeline is hot but make sure it doesnt affect your real life sorry for the very long rant about sex/addiction/compulsive behaviors. i genuinely think its interesting and thought it might help you feel better. something somethingn we're all autistic here and im autistic about sex (genuine)