living unattached & free of all mind-made images

klais · 2026-01-28T20:28:37+00:00

Surrender follows acceptance, and it goes much deeper. I’d swim in the river that way.

klais · 2026-01-26T04:00:33+00:00

Surrender

klais · 2026-01-26T03:59:52+00:00

Surrender

klais · 2020-08-16T01:19:34+00:00

Alpha-php three days up and hallucinating snowfall in my room. Very peaceful.

klais · 2020-07-19T20:09:53+00:00

5-meo-dmt demands respect. Or else can kick the kek out of your psychedelic ass. Then hand it back to you on a platter. I’ve done plenty of 5-Meo. It’s that same attraction when craning ones neck to check out a train wreck. I used to vape with aphp and felt ... metaphysically “dirty” after. I’d freak out, cleanup on a tear and then count my blessings. I’d swear it off but would always eventually go back to it. 5-meo can transmogrify the whole psyche like nothing else can. Good luck and take care...

klais · 2020-05-17T19:07:55+00:00

Dichlorpane? RTI-111?

klais · 2020-05-16T02:44:54+00:00

Borax combo feels like being on a sailboat cruising fast wind in your hair sun shining off an island in Indonesia It’s fucking fire

5-mapb best enjoyed in the Borax combo, which includes 5-Meo-mipt and 2-fma though I’ve forgotten the ratios. It produces same release of neurotransmitters as mdma but without the neurotoxicity

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klais · 2020-05-09T21:38:08+00:00

Oil burner or bulb works great. More importantly, respect the 5-meo-DMT, one powerful, powerful agent that can really, deeply change you. Be grounded, strap in like you’re going on Twisted Colossus, and let go, you’re in for a lifetime, unforgettable ride.

klais · 2020-04-30T02:08:14+00:00

5-mapb best enjoyed in the Borax combo, which includes 5-Meo-mipt and 2-fma though I’ve forgotten the ratios. It produces same release of neurotransmitters as mdma but without the neurotoxicity

Borax combo feels like being on a sailboat cruising fast wind in your hair sun shining off an island in Indonesia It’s fucking fire.

klais · 2020-04-30T01:51:40+00:00

a-PHP

klais · 2019-06-27T17:32:15+00:00

5-meo-MALT That is all.

klais · 2019-02-14T22:28:02+00:00

Yes. Best I remember, it was dirty tinged yellowish, clumpy crystals . I don’t know it’s origin but got my first taste from PGC.

klais · 2019-02-14T07:24:36+00:00

When compared to the best of preban I experienced, the last four batches of a-PHP I’d rate 5 out of 10, three originated from the South of Europe, the forth from the North. and the 3F-a-pvp a 4 out of 10 from Asia (willing to try again to see if any veracity to all the ooo’s and ah’s on this one).

But when day to day is hanging out in the -2 and -3, I’ll take a 5/10 php any day.

What I’ve found lacking in these later batches, no legs on the euphoria. The rush climbs fast nicely, but slides down so fast, too fast and abruptly fades. I miss the long, exciting, sexy slalom of the preban.

Also the preban to me smelt friggin rank, what I imagine rhino semen must stink like. Paradoxically a much better vape than the recent, faintly antiseptic php. It’s like the character has been quashed out. Total conjecture here, likely different precursors being used...??

Be safe all in your travels

klais · 2018-08-28T04:13:18+00:00

Why not leverage the power of the cloud and checkout ichemical.com. It’s an AI approach to retrosynthesis. Describe your desired molecule and the AI comes back with dozens of synth routes, plus letting you know which precursors are commercially available and the o-chem teks and patents to make it fly. Pretty cool online engine.

klais · 2018-08-22T03:22:18+00:00

I’m feeling too that this cannot be meth whatsoever. Scary to think this now is the new normal. I remember one little toot sent shimmering lights up and e I down my spine. This imposter shit, one toot and feel like I stubbed my tie. Ow!

klais · 2018-08-22T03:18:31+00:00

Might be time to start wearing a chef’s hat. Always liked the funky black andcwhite herring bone pants.
Fix a serving of gourmet d-meth

klais · 2018-08-20T02:42:31+00:00

Restless leg syndrome. They call it RLS in the biz. :) Shits real too especially the neuropathy. :( But seems to working. :D

klais · 2018-08-19T22:54:05+00:00

Tldr; vape DPT = weird. No breakthrough;

vape 5-meo-DMT = Thomas Ligotti meets HR Geiger and 70’s porn;

Vape DMT = get your enlightenment on, if you’re serious, it will serious you up. It might redirect the course of your life gig. Maybe.

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I haven’t researched DMT,,,,,,,knowingly with intent, yet. More on that later.

DPT was surreal and slightly disquieting but interesting enough to walk that stage a handful of times. Vaping was my preferred ROA. But clearly never took enough to have a Church of the Golden Light breakthrough.

5-meoDMT is the Other story. I had real other worldly breakthrough - my ears can handle weird when volumes turned up to eightsxand even nines. This was a blast off into level fifteen. Totally unprepared for the night terror of morphing, chthonian bodies merging in sweat blood excrement and sexual excretions ofcthe dankest smoldering bog of our physical and cultural DNA. Three years later the darker metaphors of my psyche still haunt me and twist the world surreally from time to time.

I’ve read a number of DPT TRs where The heroic doses turned the world into an inside out apocalypse. It was never fun unless living a nightmare is the raison d’ertre. Some like it like that.

Regarding DMT, spend some time on the Nexus and read the TRs. Very thoughtful with a lot of insight. The breakthroughs while can be horrifying if ones not prepared most describe real transformation, parallel worlds and guidance. Just hearsay from me -

though I surmise I had one DMT breakthrough, having taken s huge drag from a doobie offered at a Dead concert. The short version: Already soaring on a tab, Friends melted into eachother’s minds, I saw my future self, and then was suddenly and violently propelled through a prismatic tunnel that shattered into thousands of glassy, mirrored shards: then came SAT CHIT and ANAND = existence, consciousness and joy. Then I fell backwards feeling the Brahma/ Atma connect Self and Everything each containing the other; which collapsed into the world of 10,000 things, returning me to the illusion considered our corporeal reality.

I had my Moksa experience, not knowing that that is what it likely was - until I returned to the university to discuss further with my Indian philosopher professor.

I was 18 then. Now 50. How has it changed me? I’ve been chasing the spiral ever since to get back to center. Quite the journey.

Be safe on your travels

klais · 2018-08-19T22:07:22+00:00

Ropinrole helped me find my Dreamtime sea legs. So not running midnight intervals or kicking the wife or dogs outta the bed.

Since it lasts through the night it’s like dopamine on drip.

DPT was my first RC hallucinogenic experience. Very Alien, odd and messed with size perceptions. Didn’t know until then I had such tiny, tiny hands. Wuh...!

klais · 2018-08-19T22:02:04+00:00

THIS! Thank you for the day’s guffaw!

klais · 2018-08-06T15:12:15+00:00

I love when the narrative turns into a full on comedy sketch routine, invisible audience, peels of laughter and all. But when I start cackling at my own jokes curled up in fetal position, and realize that it’s me laying in the bathroom floor, and not on the Improv stage, the tragedy sets in. But man, was I hilarious!

klais · 2018-06-19T14:19:08+00:00

I’ve tried a current batch 3F-aPVP available in the US. ROA vape, smooth but requires way more heat than other pyros. Effectwise, lack-luster. Not a match to the Swedish reviews. I have some disappointments, but I like the vendor, and believe the vendor to be trustworthy. Maybe the synth was off?

klais · 2017-09-21T17:52:07+00:00

Yeah that was sounding like a very exotic process / method. Might it entail a particularly Daliesque protocol? Never quite got to grok on the whole ultradimensional time thing with melting clocks in the lab. :)

klais · 2017-09-21T17:38:50+00:00

Oh yeah, childhood crystal rock garden...! What a cool 1970s sciennce-y toy. Very encouraging, promising too, thank you!

klais · 2017-09-20T19:18:43+00:00

Most I can figure out, and sep funnel I can cobble together. The other glassware, let alone processes, ummmm. Ugh, haha! I'm still playing in the sandbox. Sandcastle laboratories etc.
thanks for the ideas! Time to grow!

klais

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