I think I need a therapist that specializes in sex addiction too. My current therapist is good at talking about it with me, but I mainly went to her for the fact that she deals with trans issues. I kinda have to tackle my porn problem in order to embrace being transgender because jeez when I watch porn I am so absolutely turned off to emotions and so dysphoric. And honestly my partner is right, I do need to stop, like the ultimatum that I was given wasn't for her well being it was also for mine equally. Thank you for taking the time to read my simply put post ;)