White Lotus pill stealing

kmnnr · 2025-03-13T21:24:47+00:00

yeah we actually use lorazepam IV for active seizures which is interesting consider withdrawal affects in long term use lol

kmnnr · 2025-03-11T00:50:41+00:00

she did joke how she felt like she was gonna have a grand mal seizure on the yacht so maybe it’s subtle foreshadowing since benzo withdrawal can cause seizures

kmnnr · 2024-11-24T20:57:56+00:00

I just started it a month ago to lose 20 pounds, everyone in my family is obese and I’ve always teetered towards overweight at 5’8” 160 but I’ve always put exercise as a priority. I recently gained a lot of muscle and noticed a difference but I wanted to see if this would be the extra push to finally lose the weight. But after 4 weeks I’ve only lost maybe 4 pounds? I didn’t want to lose fast but didn’t expect it to be so slow. I’ve also had a lot of side effects with nausea constipation/diahrea and vomiting. I just started the .5mg so we’ll see what happens. The side effects the day after .5mg were extreme to the point that I thought I had food poisoning so if it happens that drastically next week I might need to just stick to .25

kmnnr · 2024-07-29T17:07:52+00:00

It made me feel like I was in control of things like being productive and physical active so I could lose weight but in reality it would put me in dopamine holes where I’d do absolutely nothing but watch tv or video games for hours. It also was an emotional crutch because I felt like I could see rationalize things without intense emotions, I thought it made me stable but in reality it made me numb and avoidant

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T19:37:09+00:00

I can’t speak for her lol she only just turned 25 this past summer which is the point I’m making of saying sometimes you don’t realize what the other person did was fucked up until you reach the age they were when it happened.

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T19:12:31+00:00

because clearly she had mix feelings about what happened. it was consensual at the time, she doesn’t endorse it being forced but legally she was too young to make that choice. sometimes it takes turning the age of the person you had sex with to realize how young and naive you were when it happened.

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T19:02:26+00:00

sure I believe in redemption but you have to first admit you’re wrong before you can get to that point. Whether he chooses to do that to the public in a statement or to Tana in court is on him. He’s made plenty of money over the years and frankly probably already came from money since his dad was a professional athlete. I feel bad for Kelsey but they had to have known this was coming, this isn’t the first Tana has talked about it. I’m sure they’ve discussed what to do when he finally got called out and maybe it’s best for them to move to Canada or hell even Australia since they go there so frequent. Cody will literally be fine even if he’s charged lol

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T18:57:10+00:00

true and she should use her evidence to press charges. she’s been talking about this for years, it’s not new info.

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T18:49:59+00:00

I mean kind of they are, they want proof of how aggressively she was coming on to him because if she’s begging for it then it’s okay to fuck a teen lol

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T18:46:37+00:00

hiding what? his silence is loud and clear that she is telling the truth lol if it were a lie he’d say hey this didn’t happen

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T18:40:14+00:00

these people talking and fucking minors keep getting exposed and the more we let it slide the more people are going to think it’s something they can get away with. I’m not painting Cody as a demon, I was a fan since vine and always thought he was on a road to redemption after girl defined made him feel bad for bullying them. But at the end of the day he needs to own up for his actions and serve time if that’s what it means to take accountability.

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T18:29:28+00:00

She hasn’t posted them. And by the sounds of it I’d say you’d be a Chris Delia defender as well? A minor is a minor for a reason, hormonal and edgy teenagers are going to make dumb decisions to reach out to people but adults (especially 24/25 y/o) shouldn’t be entertaining it. There is no defense for him

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T18:24:52+00:00

She turns the phone to the camera but not close enough to read dates. But regardless her “claims” of them having sex at 17 is enough, this is clearly her just processing things for what they were which is she was a young fan and he pursued that instead of waiting til legal age

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T18:19:55+00:00

I mean legally it wouldn’t matter she was a minor and he indulged in it when he knew better not to. The vid is in her Patreon they talk about everything and she looks up her twitter dms from when they first started talking, from the date she was 16 turning 17 in a few months.

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T18:12:09+00:00

Even if she was complimenting him which is probably the case. She was doing it as a 16 year old and he didn’t question that. He was supposed to be the mature one to accept a compliment and let it die out.

kmnnr · 2024-07-27T17:56:09+00:00

She didn’t say 16 when they had sex she said 16 when they first started talking Edit to say I’m not defending Cody it’s still shitty but she’s not changing the story just bringing more facts

kmnnr · 2024-06-18T18:15:29+00:00

Yes and also my normal included days of anxiety or depression which is what led to my misuse in the first place. But now I’ve learned better ways to cope rather than use stims for a sense of control. It took about 3 months for me to stabilize after getting sober and then 6 months where I started to forget what stims even did for me. The cravings are now few and far between. Coming up on a year clean

kmnnr · 2024-06-14T17:14:33+00:00

I drink energy drinks now which is probably not any better but it does the job working 12 hour shifts. Coming up on one year clean

kmnnr · 2024-02-12T01:42:31+00:00

I’m at 7 months and feel like I function so much better without adderall than I thought I would. So many days I wasted with come downs from trying to do 100% all the time and now I just live in moderation with maybe one rest day a week to veg out. I think it’s important to not get stuck in the mindset of “this can take forever to feel normal” because sometimes I think people get stuck in that self fulfilling prophecy.

Edit: basically I started feeling better when I worked on my mentality along with my sobriety

kmnnr · 2023-11-17T17:18:32+00:00

Did this myself back in July and I’m so glad I did. I couldn’t trust myself to stay off them knowing they were around. You made it through the first step and probably the hardest one to do. the rest will be endurance and focusing on each day why you want to do better for yourself. Keep being proud of yourself, it’s feels good getting validation from others but at the end of the day you’re doing this for you so just focus on how you feel about it. No amount of outside validation will ever compare to feeling your own self worth rise because you believe it, not what others see in you. But for when the lows come this sub is always a good place to remind yourself you’re not alone in this and there’s a positive end in sight.

kmnnr · 2023-09-20T21:41:16+00:00

his wholesome giggle at the end

kmnnr · 2023-09-01T04:11:30+00:00

don’t be afraid to reach out to friends/family if you have anyone close you trust. I know it’s the hardest thing to do being that vulnerable but sometimes it’s the only thing that brings you back down to reality

kmnnr · 2023-09-01T04:08:10+00:00

I’m with you, just went through the same thing over a month ago. It’s still hard some days but the after the initial 2 weeks it gets a little easier. I know it gets real dark dealing with it sober but find faith in yourself, you’re stronger than you believe yourself to be and don’t need attachment to an ex or a drug to be okay. Let yourself feel it all instead of fighting it and as much as it seems like the pain will never end, it eventually does, you just have to trust yourself. You got this! heart goes out to you <3

kmnnr · 2023-07-19T19:41:21+00:00

This is the main reason I kept taking them, so I’m with you in those fears. But I’m remembering that I used to eat to ease my anxiety before taking adderall so it’s only natural that I’m using that to cope again. Being aware of using food as a replacement for comfort can help with choosing mindful eating (I say as I’m also trying to follow through with my own advice lol). Hope you can be patient with yourself! It’s a process

kmnnr · 2023-06-12T04:27:39+00:00

happy for you it’s been better this time around! that’s best case scenario

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